March 10, 2011

CONCIOUSLY


I feel you in my heart
I feel you in everything I touch
I perceive your sensitivity
I hear your voice
I feel your gentle touch
I smell your scent
I feel your skin
I realise your sensibility
I feel your hurt
I bear in mind your sorrow
I sense your worries

I wish it was all in my hands
To make things good
Without worry
Without sorrow
My life entwined itself with yours
There's no going back for me
I've even come to stay to be near
I want you, only you

You say your not worth it
You say I deserve better
But what do you know
Do you know how I feel
Do you know my emotions
Do you know that my love for you
Cannot just be switched of
Like a burning flame

Love is but a heartstring
That can hardly be explained
It can be painful
It can be joyful
Yet its love all the same
Its there everyday
But it cannot be touched
Though it touches the heart

Yet when love comes
It cannot be tamed
Once its there, it is there
Cause its strong and true
And I am in love with you
That is so very sure
As sure as day is day
And night is night...

I'll always love you

PoeDes©

WHILST MY HEART BEATS


Whilst my heart beats
When my soul bleeds
Then I know it needs
Gentleness
Passion
Devotion
Emotion
Companionship

With all my passion
I want to throw
Loneliness
Into the waste
Haste outside
Run in the sun

And meet you by the River

I love
your dominance
Your shyness
Your artistry
Your cooking
Your eyes
Your smile
Your secrecy
Your illusions
Your reality
Your strength
Your weakness
Your independence
Your needs
Your roughness
Your softness
Your pride
Your soul
Your face
Your hands
Your skin
Your touch
Your poetry...

PoeDes©

ENGRAVED



I feel you in the wind
In the stones
In everything everywhere

My heart hurts
Its thousand splinters
Digging in my soul
I have only eyes for you
Only for you
Always and ever
Only you

Don't let me fall
Come and catch me
For I shall fall to deep
My wings cannot carry me that far
They can carry me only to you
Only you
Only you

Don't let me sail
In endless longing
Of you my KING
My LOVER
My EVERYTHING
You
Who captured my heart
A heart full of joy
But a heart so weak
From what it's seen
What it has endured
Yet a heart so tough
And sometimes rough
Cause washed with all
The waves and waters
That life does bring

I thought I was strong
I'm weak since you came
Your waves
The waves of eternity
And all the love
That you washed over me
So now don't let me drown
Cause I deserve to be held
Deserve to be borne
Even deserve to wear
Your ring
My KING

I have eyes only for you
Only you
I have love only for you
Ever and always
Only you
Only you
Till I die...

PoeDes©

March 09, 2011

Delaleu Cathy

STAGEFRIGHT



Long drive
My first stage fright
Sitting in the car and thinking
How it will go
My heart is racing right now
I let the lines flow
Flow through my head
again and again

Long drive
400 miles
Were almost there
The guys start talking
Seeking directions
I can't concentrate
Stagefright
Limelight
In my head

Young cover band
First time on the stand
Mic's
Testing
1-2
1-2
Ok, it's ok
Equipment is checked
Soundcheck
Perfect
Still stage fright
In my head

2 hours to pass
text in my head
Doing nothing instead
The guy's all relaxed
checking their axe
Drummset rythms
all's tuned and set
Stage fright
Still in my head

2 hours have gone
Limelight
Stagefright done
We're on!

PoeDes©

March 08, 2011

PRODIGY



I want only to sleep
Like the garden in winter
I want to rest my head on the soil
Keep me warm from beneath
On the surface you cover me
With your leaves
So that when the summer comes
With all its prodigy
I shall bloom again
With all the green surrounding me

I will want to wake up
I will want to dance
The sun will enhance me
Warm me up
Give me a new chance
enlighten my soul
I am just waiting for your call

But right now I must still rest
Feel your peace at it's best
Still the cold is in my chest
Yet slowly I hear Spring awake
Soon the leaves will green
The birds and the bees
Shall be busy again
Just like me
As I dream to be dancing again
Laying in wait of your prodigy

Mother earth I am bound to your destiny

PoeDes©

Caroline Amy Bray Oil paintings

GARDEN



Garden let me smell your scent
Let the wind brush my skin
Let it be heaven here on earth

When the wind drives
Through your leaves
I enjoy the cool breeze
The sound of shoo shoo
That soothes me so

Nearby I hear the birds
chitter, twitter
Sing their lullaby
All this precious energy
Surrounding me

Here the earth is at its roots
Here I rest my head on you
Let me feel your roots in me
Grow my hair just like the leaves
Of a tree

Let me feel you Garden
Mother earth
Let me embrace you
For what you give
Let me treasure what I have
Garden all you need
Is tender love
Tender care
When the sun comes beating down
I'll water you
Your thirst away
Your bark smells sweet
Sweet familiarity
Like the scent that rainy water
Evaporates
Disperses from thee
Hold me tree
Care, care for me, care
Let your leaves become my hair
Garden

PoeDes©