ROOMS WITHIN A ROOM

I am in my kitchen preparing something I call 'Koenigsberger Klöpse'. Somehow I feel you looking over my shoulder, pushing my long hair aside smelling my perfume. Placing a soft kiss on my neck. You glance into the casserole, and let yourself emerge in to my world of spicing the dish. "Hmm, is that German cooking?" I hear you ask, whispering the words softly in my ear. It seems unreal, but I'm in your kitchen.

I am finished with the preparation; a white sauce, with capers, lemon juice, black pepper and all season spices. A dash of 'créme culinaire' enhancing the dish. I gently put the meatballs in to the sauce. Now it just has to simmer.

Rice is already steaming its Basmati aroma trough the room. Though a rather exotic rice, I prefer it a lot with the dish the hint of Jasmine flavour making it tasty, though that’s not traditional. I've prepared a cucumber salad with a chive dressing to go with the dish. It's a nice combination, refreshing. The spices are enveloping us, and our nostrils are now being filled with the sweet aroma rising from the oven where my almond cake is baking.

You give me your radiant smile, my sweet reward for having made an almond cake. There is nothing as warm as your smile.

I leave the kitchen. Still, I feel your shadow moving along with me. I enter my bedroom, I think…

Yet as I open the door It's your bed standing there, big, firm, proud, in the middle of the room. The curtains now, midnight blue, not purple velvet like mine. You give me your favourite dress for me to wear, night blue silk fluently fitting me. You ask me to dance, again you move my long hair away from my face and whisper these words to me. I feel your hands gliding down my back, until you hold my waist firmly in your arm ready to tango into the night with me.Enlaced, skin to skin.

The scent of the Almond cake brings me back to my senses and makes me walk back to the kitchen. Yet still I feel that I am not in my place. It's like walking through rooms within rooms. It must be my wish, my longing for you that bring these visions to me, or perhaps that's where you want me to be, even now I can feel you touching me.

I want to lay the table, it's already been laid. Just like you do, pleasing to the eye, in the middle of the table a bunch of wild roses for joy, romantic aesthesia. You take my hand and lead me to my chair "Mademoiselle," you say, as you pull the chair for me to sit down. I kiss your cheek, love in my eyes…

Can I awake? Can this vision be real? Or will I always be seeing...

Rooms within a room…


PoeDes©

MOON CHILD

I'm a moon child
Lighting up the dark
Mysterious wonder night
I'm a moon child

Set light to candles
Secret smiles come
From loving eyes
Incense burning

Flavoured breathing
Perceiving touch
Of our hands
Oblivious to time

The bewitching moon
Shines down on us
We bathe in the light
It spells on us

I'll stroke your skin
Hear you breathing
Deep within, as you
Relax to my magic touch

Surrounded by a sea of
Light shining on us
Romantic plight
This moonshine night

Oh you feel it deep
Start to touch my
Need inside I feel
Indulged for more

Like me and you
Mars and Saturn
Residing at each
Others side

Yet I'm a moon child
I caress your skin
Some more, softly
As you cling to me

Your kisses deep
calming my need
Enlightening it arouses
My fire deep inside

You are the fuel
That I need to ignite
Keep me aflame
Never let me die again

PoeDes©

SENSUAL MELT

They dance so gracefully in silence


Not to believe the oneness


Of their bodies


The closeness of their minds


The intensity of their kiss


They melt, are one


Their movements synchronized


Exhales unity


They flow together through the times


They dance so gracefully in silence


Not to believe the sweetness


Weakness to surrender


Sensations of their flesh


Yet it's love that overpowered them


On a day last spring


They found each others arms


Magnetizing moments


Karma's intertwined


Swimming in each others eyes


Depth of their soul becomes their desire


They grow together in their minds


They dance so gracefully in silence


Not to believe the silence


Of their whispered words


As they touch and melt away


In one



PoeDes©

STAR PATTERN

The pattern of the
Constellation of stars
Huge in the universe
Plain to the eye
Yet untouchable
Far away in the sky
Though over million miles
This pattern
Shines on us every night


PoeDes©

YOU WANT ME JUST TO LOVE YOU

When the sun kissed the morning
we had to say goodbye
would it be for a long time
or just a short while

Would you die for me
would you cry for me
would you wait for me
until tomorrow deliberately
how tender can a love be

Your light, manifestation in my mind
I know you put a spell on me
you want me just to love you
you let your light shine in on me

Would you die for me
would you cry for me
would you fight for me
be on my side for me
how tender can a love be

Memories of how delicate a love can be
no one can take them away from me
do you ever dream of me
like I do most nights of thee

I would die for you
I would cry for you
I would fight for you
be on your side for you
how tender can a love be

Like the air that I breathe
now I drift away with it
dream of being with you
I wish you were here too

Would you die for me
would you cry for me
how much do you love me
you reside in my dreams
how tender can a love be

Every day when the sun kisses morning
I will say goodbye

PoeDes©

THE KEY TO YOUR HEART

Let love get closer than to your skin


you just protect yourself within


for all the wrong been done to you


you close up, are afraid of hurt


you keep it shut, the door within


a lock is keeper of your heart




Yet if you want to know real love


that bursts with passion in my heart


alone for you my fervour is


I showed you how much that can be


my kiss sweet tender on your brow


true actions that should make you proud




Unlock your heart and let me in


don't let this love part with the wind


just think how true, one of a kind


don't shut your heart, just don't be blind


let me get closer than your skin


you'll see how you will melt within




I will make heaven be here on earth


will treat you gentle with respect


soothe you in your times of trouble


and hold you tight when you feel weak


just open up and let me come in


a little deeper then your skin




Don't you see, I am the one who holds the key





PoeDes©

I CAN'T EXPRESS IT JUST WITH WORDS

I can't express it just with words

I want to touch you with my love

The love that comes to me in dreams

And when I wake they fade to grey

I want to lay my head to bed

To rest and dream of you again



When I do sleep you hold me tight

Always through the whole long night

Yet when I wake it’s like a fright

You're not here to hold me like before

Though I do long for you some more

And wish my dream would last for evermore



I know right now it cannot be reality

Though perhaps another day or year

Long gone yesterday, fading thoughts

Yet the dreams of you persist, un-lost

Nothing stronger does in my soul exits

There we are, we float in space Light-years away



Yet looking deeply in to our eyes

as we touch hold hands, in space we fly

And it is Time that holds us close

Because we come from long ago

When stars burst free and set us loose

Paths cross Time would forever choose



For us to meet from time to time

From life to life, intertwined

Dreams we've lived not long ago

Yesterday, is it really gone…?

Though this love can never fade

Perhaps one day I shall awake



Always in my heart you keep

Mingling in my soul so deep

There's something sacred about this dream

That comes at Night, Day fades to grey

And yet when light diminishes

Again appears your shadow here



Yet the dream stays… even tomorrow



PoeDes©

WHAT'S LEFT WHEN LOVE IS LOST

When I open my eyes
I want to see this
barren earth
drink water
which will flow
down on it
from heavenly waters
clouds will burst
and set free the flow
which will make the change
brown turn to green
spells life

The barren twig
resting peaceful now
awaits its fill
it will drown
in the flods
the rain will create
yet it will give
the rebirth
to trees
they will flourish
the earth will breathe again
as love will proceed
in all forms
of life

love is never lost...



Photo by courtesy of Felix Ott



PoeDes©

Tête-à-Tête

Soft as the petal of a rose

pliant as a feathers touch

your hands run down my back

stroking me gently

I turn to find myself in your arms

tête a tête

kissing softly

looking deep in to our eyes

drowning in their pool

we are close

as close as we have ever been

will this love lead us

strengthen us

reveal to us

an everlasting freedom

shall this love never be forlorn

in to yesterday

let it revive each day

like the blossoms of flowers

who peek in to the first sun rays

of every new day

each day I would die a little more

if this love would be lost

until I would wither away

like a flower that grows just a season

look into my eyes as you do

and tell me that we have reason

to be season'd by this love

let it not be a storm that passes by

let it be the magnet that pulls us

the chain that holds us

the vulcano that erupts

each time we touch

this love has found us

lets hold it

treasure it

make it last

Armour's arrow striked

blessed us to be lovers

oh let me kiss you again

let me feel you again

lets make love again

for you and me have joy

just let it be

until eternity

tête à tête


PoeDes©

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE

good morning sunshine
you've let me wait so long
yet now you shine
and all my pain is gone
and I dont dont remember where
all the pain was coming from

shed the agony of my soul
and my heart is back to whole
the pieces collected
glued and mended
now my sun is shining true
gone the colour blue

because now I love you
and more than ever true
you my heart you love me too
good morning sunshine
embrace me with your rays
I welcome you to stay

PoeDes©

mOi, abOut whAt is gOLD?

Once I was little, really such a tiny child.

I used to sit by my window and look up to the stars,

and Father Moon would look at me and say;

"Look close child, and you'll see this man in my moon,

he looks after thee in your beautiful dreams."



I would whisper my wishes, and throw them at the stars.

Then wait for one falling, right into my hand.

If I had really just lingered I might have caught one,

but the man in the moon was making me yawn.

So I went to my bed to have my dream instead.



Then I got bigger, and bigger I grew almost a lil' lady too.

But that was so hard for me to do.I loved climbing trees,

sometimes hurt my knees, and then when I look back,

I say did we not all? Fall, stand up and then get on.

When I was a teen I was really keen to be in a team.



I did my sports, really loved them lots, my hook is the water,

so I swim, swim miles where ever and as oft as I can.

I went to the forests and built my huts, sat by wild fire,

and grilled potatoes in it, in circles of laughing and happy kids.

Yes my life was good, and never ever was I out of food.



Yet finally one day I was adult, it was cool, it was great.

I was in a state OMG I was really twenty-one..I can!

It was travel I loved, and to see the world and all it beholds,

was my kind of thing and I had to go, see and really find,

what it is in this world that shines like gold, would it unfold?



I saw a few continents, countries and so. Some really

impressive, some so and so. Saw people who suffered,

met people so cold. Yet some were like the purest gold,

Those people let their choice unfold. To be on earth

with open arms, no matter where you're coming from.

Whoever you are.



I loved the pen and what it did when held by my hand.

It wouldn't sit still a minute or five, no it had such an

awful drive. Sometime I scribbled and scrabbled away,

yet then I would rhyme my words to stay. Then came

a whole lot of work in my life, and my children arrived.



Their love and laughter fulfilled my days, yet I sort of

had to put my pen away. I thought that, this was not

hard to do, cause I had a memory with a lot of iq, and

yes I have to say today, those kids are grown up, now

I'm here to stay, excursion to my mind, my pen writes.



PoeDes©





"From where the start of our life begins,

somewhere on this planet, wherever it is.

When you travel the earth, its like a birth.

A smile and a welcome is the gold we behold!

A hug and a kiss shows the brotherhood!

Respect is the word I share in the world.

It's made of purest GOLD,if you go by it!"





PoeDes©

TIGERMATE

when you lay in my arms
and I stroke you mad
stroke you wild
love you mild
overflowing passion
untamed
tiger mate
scratch me
touch me
tickle me
breast cupped in your
wonderful gentle hands
hold me tight
let's do this
till morning light
for breakfast
you'll be my only bite
you've been wonderfully made
to kiss me

PoeDes©

YEARNING

Time flows by in tracer atom

cyclone blowing in my face

yet the trace of our love remains



No matter where I go, where I turn

it's always you I yearn

like the first day I felt your kiss



Sweet and warm on my lips

tender feelings, soft embrace

can you hear me, there in space



Starry skies now my surrounding

shawl clinged fast to keep me warm

and my eyes my eyes are shining



Kingdom of Heaven above me rise

where an angel, not forgotten

guards me day and guards me night



Yet the space of time remains

still will come so many rains

and they will mingle with my tears



I have grown to know, it's years

until you silent all your needs

and then hold me like no one else



Many sun's will shine before

and the moon's will go and come

till the end comes reverend



Though tonight the cyclone blows

and your spirit wraps me tight

stronger than on other nights



Could it be that time is near

that your velvet voice I hear

saying 'I love you' to me



Summer goes and autumn come

perhaps in winter, so we're warm

yet it might be even spring



Before we can sing our song again

and the birds will cheer for us

cause they know, that we're in love



Here I stand, my thoughts with you

feel your breath from heaven's view

always yearning for our love


PoeDes©

KISS YOU WILD

Where the river runs
And fishes jump
I sit and dwell
My mind on you
Can I ever let you go
I doubt that this will ever be
For all my love goes out to thee
I see the beauty of the days
We were in such togetherness
I laid my head down on your chest
I loved you, stroked you
Kissed you wild
You made my moments right
I sit and think of many a night
With you my love
Want to hold you tight
I wish that time would move on fast
I want our love so much to come
And forever last
So here I sit at the rivers edge
Where fishes jump
Where nature's fresh
The sun is shinig, warms my heart
I breathe the warm and scented air
Above me 'roseblue' island skies
Whilst wishing I could touch you dear
I want to feel the strength you have
I want to have you by my side
For there I know how safeness feel
If only all would come for real
Yet in my heart and in my soul
You are you
Complete and whole
And wherever you linger
Wherever you are
You'll always be the very star
That shines for me right in my heart
And in my dreams I kiss you wild

PoeDes©

MON AMOUR

I love you mon amour

Yes I do

In my day

In my dream

I love you

You are far

Yet always

You remain

Mon amour, oh mon amour

When will the moon and the stars

Shine their light on us again

Mon amour, oh mon amour

When I dream

You whisper

Gentle words of love

Mon amour

My wish to hold you

Ever strong

Like a memorized song

Mon amour, oh mon amour

Hold me close to your heart

Cause I do not want to part

Forever I am yours

Mon amour

Let the birds sing their song

In the mornings

When we wake

As the first rays of sun

Gently touch our face

Let this love spell never break

Mon amour, oh mon amour

I am the seeker of your heart

come to find every part

Let me in, let me stay

Mon amour, oh mon amour

Free my ever longing soul

For all is you

I want to hold

And I drown in this wish

To be able to give

You mon amour

For evermore...



I hold your picture in my hand

Think of the days that we had

When our fingers softly touched

Each other so much

When our kisses

Softly caressed

Every space of our face

Like the sprinkles of sun

Wish every moment

Would remain evermore

Mon amour, oh mon amour

And though you're far

Yet I feel you right here

In my heart so near

Mon amour

Let me bog in your soul

In your heart

Let me wake

Hear you call

"Come to me"

Mon amour, oh mon amour

Free my ever longing soul

For all is you

I want to hold

And I drown in this wish

To be able to give

You mon amour

For evermore


PoeDes©

I DREAMED OF YOU LAST NIGHT (loveletters)

My love,

I dreamed of you last night, like you're always on my mind.

Morning come, I wake whispering the words "I love you", just so softly as if I

whisper in your ear.

I want coffee, breakfast, wish it was for you as well as me. I lay the table

for two, just for you and me darling. I feel like giggling with you, holding

you, touching you, have a dialogue with you. Plan the day, as we used to do.

My head is full of love today, here I go dreaming away.

And though you're not here you've aroused me sexually, sensual in my mind.

I go back to bed want my dream back for a bit.

I touch me, like it’s your hand’s caressing me. Our kisses in my mind. I stroke

my skin. I touch foot to foot, make believe in my mind one is yours rubbing

gently over me, I tickle you with the other one.

I dream my daydream of every move, every touch of you and me.

I make love to myself with you in my head, kissing me.

I carress my pubes just like you do, I play and when I sink further in my dream

I come, lay in my bed relaxed. Only you can do this to me, even in my own play.

Have you ever seen...


I miss you darling x


PoeDes©

EVERY DROP (romantic sureal short story)

Every drop of the blood of my hearts misery,
I catch in the cauldron of my palms.
I whisper sweet words of love, and persuasion
my heart needs to stop to bleed.
I want to turn the drops of blood
into liquid love.
Cure the pain, cure the tears.
I mingle the drops with my magical spell,
and watch the brew in my palms turn into an amber liquid.
Holding this liquid I go to my garden
The bees come and sprinkle it with freshest nectar,
from the enchanting sunflowers.
A butterfly sets to rest on my shoulder,
and the birds sing a song of redemption.
So it sounds to my ears.
I go to where I have spread your ashes,
and slowly pour the amber liquid where you lay.
I feel my heart begins to smile, begins to warm,
and again I am able to see clear.
To see that truly you loved me, yet you had to go,
leave me, but not to bleed in eternity.
Now that the amber liquid is drunk up by your soil,
I feel new strength flowing through me.
I feel you thank me for this liquid love,
moistening the earth you lay on.
So you mingle and rest in peace.
A piece of my garden.

Every drop of my heart.


PoeDes©

ONCE AGAIN

The night had passed

Once again

We had shared kisses

Warm and sweet

Making love

We were one

Once again

We cuddled and caressed

Each other

All night

When we relaxed

We started all over

Arroused again

We coupled

Into a burning flame

We came

We became one

Once again

Now in the early morning hours

You drove me to catch my train

In my mind still arroused

From the night

I felt swept of my feet

We kissed good bye

When we got to the station

See you soon

Came synchron from our lips

Our voices soft like magic

I'm walking to the ticket counter

Still in a daze

When I left the car you had yelled

"I want more!"

But I had to go

I was at customs now

I felt weird

Forgot to take of my watch

The detector rang

A security officer came to check

Blood shooting in to my face

I had no bra on

Gosh

She looked at me and smiled

I knew she could see that

I came from a love night

My cheeks still burning up

My eyes still dazed

It felt weird when she searched me

I held my breath

Finally the train

Thank god

Now I could relax and dream

Of the night

That had just passed me by

No no

That I passed trough

My night with you

It would remain in my memory

Complete compliance

Once again

PoeDes©

HERE I STAND

Here I stand in the beating rain
Storm like monsoon
My hair soaked
My dress clinging to my body
I wipe the rain of my face

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

I can’t decide, it’s hard to say
Where I came from I had everything
Then something died, deep inside
And the road became hard to climb
It’s like a fog, still in my mind
Yet now I feel, I have arrived at a turning point

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

I want to fill my heart with dreams
The dreams I carried along with me
They’ve been with me a long, long time
Stashed away here in my mind
Yet now it’s time to see them through
So where will I go, what will I choose?

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

What is my goal, I ask myself!
I know it’s love I want to give
Yet I know just how best to do
This thing in a poetic show
So I write words that cross my mind
To show you all my heart inside

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

I do aspire me to be a poetess
Who loves to see, and break the seen
Down into words, with ink that flows
I want to dedicate this day these words
To Brother Marlon Red Poet Ewing
‘Cause what we did is, go right through
Something together…GOAL!

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

Now I will chose which way to go
And since it’s not for politics
Just a route I take, I chose the right
So that I aspire to my might
A wordsmith of a different kind
PoeDes Poetess
With words longlived

If I go right I can’t go wrong!


Inspired by Marlon Red Poet Ewing with his work 'Gravity'

PoeDes©

GLITTER

Life isn't here for you to be bitter
Go right out
Go get some glitter

Put on your shoes
Some cool clothes to wear
Go hit the dancefloor
With a smile on your face
Let rythm be you
And you be rythm
Let them go to hell
With their capitalism

The taxes are high
The wallets so tight
This is the capitalism fight
And whilst all the politics are going on
They seem to know not the right from wrong
Obnoxious is the word for what's going on
You say to yourself lets forget it all
Life is to short to worry my soul

Cause life isn't here for me to be bitter
I'll go get some glitter
My dress is sexy
My heels are high
I'm ready to go
Perhaps even for a guy
A smile on my face
I walk down the road
To my favorite club of course

I let rhythm be me
And I become rhythm
My heart starts to glitter
And my soul rocks along
Whilst I'm dancing to my favorite song

And the wise guys can crack heads
On Wall Street I guess
But me I'm am having my very own 'Fest'


PoeDes©

A ZODIAC TALE

Running down hill in the forest
Slip, fall, rise, move on
The hunters behind
Game unkind
What brought me here
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
Running up now
Pursuing them
They hunt us when they can
But today I promise it’s the last of them
Those hunting men
When mother earth comes calling
She tells me stories
Of peace and freedom
All species be
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
Mother earth is calling me
She says that peace must be
We must unite be free
Drown with me in this fairy tale
Of mystic mystery and astrology
Of long gone days and Unicorns
Long before even man was born
Mother earth is calling me
I run uphill stumble, hold still
Move on pursuing the evil men
I will appoint the wind to blow
Up mountaintop wind sings its song of peace
Though mighty loud with force of hurricane
Unheard nor seen by man
Except for those up Everest
But hunters I shall hunt you down
Put down your weapons
For there is no crown to say
That you are worth more than me
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
And I shall drive you to those winds
Where you shall swirl in hurricanes
To your abyss
No weapons
Today we kiss
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
No wars
No weapons
Remember who we are
One species
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
Hear, hear, hear
Mother Earth
Check what it means to be
To see free
Plunge in to the universe
Find your sign
It will show what it means
To be
Aquarius
Pieces
Aries
Taurus
Cancer
Gemini
Leo
Virgo
Libra
Scorpio
Sagittarius
Capricorn

Find the meaning behind your sign
Unite us all in peace
For all time

In this mystic magical tale
Of mother earth
And planetary birth
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
The completion of the signs
The 12th
The circle
Mother earth was calling me
To show the way
All species be free
peace

PoeDes©

ONLY IN MY DREAM

In my dream, when stars shine on a full moon night.
I shed my robe and dance for you by the sea where the waves hit the shore.
In the morn we see the sun rise and the gulls fly high. We stand and embrace, write words of love in the sand with our toes, laugh and feel free.
Come embrace me evermore you're the 'maitre' I adore…

You hypnotize me
Visit my every dream
Thoughts become real
I hear you speak sweet words of love
Yet it’s just a dream
When you slip into my brain
I slip away into yesterday
Wanting every moment to revive
Relive every scene
In this ever occuring dream
The contour of your face in my hands
Your questioning this gesture
Seems to me
Like no one ever cupped your face
Leaving their trace of touch
A feeling that never leaves again
For it's a touch of love
For when you dream
When you have that dream of me
My hands touching thee
You pressing your body on mine
Holding me tight
Tighter than anyone ever
Held me
I hold on to you
Become one with you
Every bone the same
We are a shape molded to fit
Like a sculpture you made
Of you and me
I see you and I hear you
As you call me
You speak to me in my dream
You speak me into trance
I slide away into my subconscious
Every time waves hit shore
Why am I the shore you seek
For in every dream
You are still touching me
Yet it’s only a dream
To drift away from reality
You call my love lust at times
Yet would I not love you
Would it be based merely on lust
For its only from loves roots
That I can feel lust for you
Trust my love
Let this dream become real again
Or let me have the power to disengage
Be free
When you hypnotize
You have me tranquilized
Make me powerless to move
But rest in my dream
I can’t erase what has been
But all I want is to get out of this endless dream
And be real
Walk on the beach, hold your hand
Feel it in mine, not just in the dream
And write love in the sand with our toes
In reality

PoeDes©

INTRODUCING RED POET

Marlon RED Poet Ewing is an incredible poet. His poetry is a voice of today that one should not miss. Follow the link and read RED POET ink !!!

JUST CALL MY NAME (revised)

I’m on the journey of my heart
I realize
Now that you’re not here
Nothing seems the same to me
There is so much to see
To retrospect
I feel emptiness is here, and yet
The thoughts of all still in my head
The morning before you went away
The candles were still burning
And all the things you said to me
Still brighten up my memory
Was it really just another season
Don’t things happen for a reason
Just like the night that follows day
I felt the love that bound us strong
I don’t want this love to fade, be gone
If I write you all my feelings
Will you come back to me and stay
Don’t things happen for a reason
Just like the night that follows day
I want it so much to be our season
Just come back to me, let’s play
Like the sky that’s never ending
It is all I really see
The wind play’s with the leaves
Gently caressed by summer breeze
I lean on my old beloved tree
I’m thinking of the journey
The journey of my heart
The joy you brought
The laughs we had
The tears I cried
Your solemn face
No ice to break
We were one
Longing looks, one for the other one
When the morning came
We kissed a solemn kiss
It told me of tomorrow
This kiss
And you had gone
If I write you all my feelings
Will you remember who I am
This love that was once strong
Why did it fade, don’t want it gone
It shouldn’t have to be
Want it so much to stay
Was it just another season
Don’t things happen for a reason
Just like the night that follows day
And I will write you of an angel
Who wants to spread her wings
She will fly the skies forever
In search of love for which she's made
She will fly to you in heaven
And love shall no more part
"Us"; she softly whispers this
'Cause it was not just a season
All happened for a reason
Just like the night that follows day
A reason called sweet love
Do you remember who I am
When I find you
I will light candles
In morning wind we softly dance
The music's sweet sound us enhance
And we shall mean the things we say
We will slip deep into our soul’s
And love shall never fade away
"Again"; she softly whispers this,
then say's...

For you I will do anything
Just call my name
I will fly
Just call my name
Just as long as you believe
Just call my name
'Cause all things happen for a reason
All things are not just game
This is a neverending season
Surrender and
Just call my name
I will fly
Just call my name
I will fly
In the neverending sky
You are the reason why
I want your kisses
You're my reason for joy
Just call my name
I will fly

Calling your name


PoeDes©

WORDLESS

Of course words help us
But fingertips translate the
Wishes of our flesh
We return to ourselves
Shown tenderness
Let’s talk
Wordless
We make love

Don’t forget the sweetness of the love we have
Don’t forget the love I give to you
Don’t forget the sweetness of the words I whisper
Don’t even forget the harshness in my voice
Don’t forget the honesty of it
I love you evermore
I do
You know it
Forever we are one

Of course words help us
But fingertips translate the
Wishes of our flesh
We return to ourselves
Shown tenderness
Let us talk
Wordless
We make love

I won’t forget the troubles we have mastered
I won’t forget the softness of your touch
I won’t forget the dreams we have
I won’t forget one minute of our life
I won’t forget the passion in your kiss
I’m looking for tomorrow
Tomorrow with you

Of course words help us
But our fingertips translate the
Wishes of our flesh
We return to ourselves
Shown tenderness
Let us talk
Wordless
We make love

Evermore we shall not forget the
Times we made love
To have our children
The pleasure which they lay into our eyes
We carry them like our only treasure
For its our love that brought them here
On the journey of our hearts

Shown tenderness
Let us talk
Wordless


PoeDes©

THE REBIRTH OF MAGIC

I was utterly mesmerised
I watched and listened
As the crystal bell
Caught me in its spell
As it moved, its up down swing
Filled with colour and dark light
It was almost night

I began to wonder about what
Merlin told me when the light was bright
"I wish you well on your jouney into the shadow!"
He'd said to me

I need to tear down all the old
Need to be rebuilt as I'm told
My need to find light in darkness
Deep self-reflection
Awareness
Courage
Introspection
Divination
Consciousness
Life's occurrence
Stars in sight

I celebrate and praise
The dead spirit, though
Buried my hopes with him
Nobody and nothing
Seems to rejoice me now
Except the world of pretence
Is that really my only chance
The gods don't even deserve my sacrifice
Images transfigured in dark light

Let me make experience of me
I shall approach my soul
Follow my existence
Disembowel the unconscious
Express my verity, hidden or denied
Appearing like my blind enigma, dark inside
Yet stars shine bright
I will find childlike purity again
It's amorality that hurts the false mind

I will essay the elementary pulsations
Those you have secluded in my dreams
Or destroyed with a symbolic castration
I now prepare my magic death
I enter the reign of imagination
I enter the thunder's memory of time

My body revives
My spirit is in peace
My heart is ready
My essence plunges into warm earth
Eloquence

I open my eyes
The crystal bell still swinging
The birds around me singing
I feel the rebirth of magic
I'm alive

My mind blends with the cosmic energy
I raise with the sun
Like a drop of rain towards the wide ocean
I've dreamt of a winged snake
Encircling the earth
And a mountain of crystal
Bearing the child of an old witch

I look at myself in a black mirror
Magically I feel my new magic strength
Enliven the blood time had frozen in my veins
Now I follow the brightness of my mind
Since now I revive
No silence dominates my heart
No fear can suffocate my shout
I live with new desires
That come true with the heat of fire
I close my circle
Lighting the candles of stars

I open my eyes
The crystal bell still swinging
The birds around me singing
I feel the rebirth of magic
I'm alive

I celebrate my rebirth of magic


PoeDes©

SHE

She walks through the empty park

more or less no one there

emotions surface in her

she smells the roses on her way



None smell like those she had in mind

like the ones the weekend behind

she'd picked them up then

after a lover's night, the day so bright



Why can't the time for once stand still

her cry not heard, gone with the wind

she walks on to rivers edge, forlorn

in burning thoughts of yesterday



The loves that came and went away

and by the harbor she sits down

the tears run down her cheeks by now

her heartbeat echo's flowing low



A Gull flies by, lands next to her

it brings her back to now and here

slightly she smiles, yet misses yesterday

where will she lay her head today



The lonely hours wait for her, returns

her thoughts to gone by past, internally

she wants to hug him, hold him tight

remember that very last night



Where she sat on his lap and talked

of all the things that bonded them

where is it gone the feel of safety

she feels closeness gone to eternity



She hopes that all the sadness part

smiles with the sun, though it is hard

she streches out her hands to heaven

oh Universe please hear her voice



If she could turn the clock back now

she'd do it instantly, presently, but how

yet that's a dream cannot make true

yesterday just gone and rushed away



The longing stay's deep in her soul

she feels this waste of time alone

and walks on to go and see if she can

find the silent peace somewhere within



And in the skies she looks above

the Gulls fly by with sounding clamour

was it the wind, the breeze made her

feel touched deep down below inside



She stands and looks and hugs herself

as if holding on to once deserved

he who took away her lonely hours

will he come back, she doesn't know



It's just her wish, she wants him so

want's him to laugh and hug her soul

the warmth of hands that touched within

the very secrets of her being


PoeDes©

FINDING MYSELF, YOU WITHIN

Finding myself in your arms

You stroking my back tender soft

I cuddle my head into one of your armpits

and purr like a cat

The sensations you awake in me

Heaven if I may say

or Paradise

I whisper sweet things

I melt under your fingers touch

they are like a miracle

a healer to my lost soul

heart beating twice as much

I feel like I'm drowning in my own abbys

tearing you with me

trembling from your kiss

Your hands move over my neck

shoulders then you cup my breast

Arousing slowly and gently

my wish

Your gentle hands decend

pouring sweet seducing oil drops

on me

where they fall

butterfly belly you carress

down to my triangle of dreams

My mouth now ready to kiss

immersed into your world

My whole body in bliss

finding myself in a burst

explosion of a million stars within

sparkling fires errupt

the warmth of it all enrobing me

My thighs clamp taut

around you

You

found not to lose

ever again

Yearning for more



Finding myself

You within



PoeDes©

THE RED DRESS

She had just come from dance lessons.
A quick shower, then she got ready
to meet up with Jack.

The red dress
It was shaped like her body
Jo called it
"Coca Cola"
She asked him:
"Jo, what do you mean?"
"A Coca Cola bottle
is like woman shape, its mean
makes a woman a queen...yes indeed,
didn't you know that?"

She laughed...men were so funny.


She took the red dress out of her wardrobe
looked at it carefully. It was embroidered
on the front with tiny coloured brown
and black beads, at certain points the lines
of pearls intertwined. The pearls where not in
an even pattern, but the pearls met evenly
at the waist like the waist shape
of a coca cola bottle.
Looking at it now made her think of Jo.
The thought put a smile on her face.

She was dressing to meet up with Jack
"Wear something sexy", he had whispered
into the phone, when they had made the date...

She checked herself in the mirror
holding the dress to her
thinking of weather she would wear this,
or the blue-black dress that had a filigran tulle
draped over the main cloth which was soft silk
in its waistline 5 rows of silver pearls
like a fragile belt.
Very sexy too she thought,
but then she decided for the red dress.
Red makes the heart beat faster...
She put back the blue-black dress.

Just a little make-up, searching for a lipstick
matching the colour of the dress.
She put on just a dash of it so her lips
looked fresh like wanting to be kissed, and not
dumped under layers of lipstick.
She really hated that!
There was nothing like looking natural.
She checked her face again,
and put on just a hint of blush
giving her a rosy kind of fresh radiance.
That was that, less is more she thought.

She took her sexiest string, slipped into it,
took of her Kimono, and put the red dress on.
She didn't need a bra. Infact she didn't like them
one bit. She was glad that her breast where not to big
and nice and firm, how lucky!

She got her perfume, 'LOLA'
A combination of vanilla
and warm tonka bean
an electrifying floral,
smooth warmth—epitomizing free spirit,
a sexy fragrance.
Spraying a bit on her,
she inhaled the fragrance,
savouring in the scent of it.
Indeed it was tranquilizing.

She took her keyes and lipstick,
put them in her purse, making sure
she had the present she got for Jack...

It was an Eau de Toilette called 'BANG'
A fragrance of peppercorns
and masculine woodsy notes combined,
creating a sophisticated, daring, scent.
She hoped he would like it...
after all it was a bit daring
...'Bang'...would he think she was indicating something...?
Hmmm, she thought and smiled.
Stilettos! She put them on and went out the door.

The red dress was short. She didn't mind
showing of those lovely long legs anyway.
She loved feeling free like this.
She thought about his kiss and his warm hand
touching her thigh. Deliciously addicting.

She send a text...

Will be 10 minutes late Jack x


PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part twelve

Now that you've all read some

PROSE POETRY REALITY of me

Looking and reading my history

This will be the end

Of the "What Mattered" serie



So to speak

What have you found

A woman with a voice

That shouts

Of Love

Of Home

And History

Yes its surely me



I spend so many idle hours

To write and share

Because you care



Though if I write afresh a serie

I'll first be doing a little query

'Cause I will say what matters then

No more what mattered in the end

The future now needs my exploring

Cause I dont want to be

Lets call it boring



So here I go anew my road

With tales of love

I mostly tell

What do I want

Is just some laughter

A little jive

To pep up life



I want to hug my life in full

Yet do I yearn to embrace

all kind of things

On Earth, this place



Whilst all this passes through my head

Dont want to sleep not go to bed

I want to dream a little more



Well you all know from way before

That it is Michael I adore

And since my love for him is strong

I hope that he will carry on

And see me till his last of days

Where we will quietly embrace

And tell us tales of love and of adore

We need to find the fitting shore

Were we will rest just to the core

Cause love was never like this before



Before I go I want to say

Thank you for leading me my way

For reading all I had to say

My ink was telling you what mattered

Today and yesterday

Dont want to go I want to stay

Want to read you

And you read me

Whatever ink we chose to be...



I stand here by the Rivers edge

I say today I make a pledge

It matters cause its in my heart

My soul is never gonna part

It makes me what I feel and am

I do believe, I do believe in me



One thing I want to say just more

A thing I ever so adore

That I am really such a being

That is romantic to the core



Would you mind to open me the door

I got to go now...time for the next floor



But just before I close this serie

Let me be a little faerie

and dash you just a little bit

Of the romantisism to which I do admit



A poem I wrote quiet long ago

So listen this is how it goes





HEARTBEAT



LET ME HEAR YOUR HEARTBEAT

SO THAT I WONT HEAR MY OWN

OPEN TO ME ALL YOUR SECRET DOORS

BECAUSE A LOCK IS ON MY OWN

I CANNOT EXPLAIN IT WITH WORDS

AND ALL MY TEARS CANNOT BE CRIED

THE POWER THAT UNITES US

SINCE THE BEGINNING

WILL PART US ON THE LAST OF DAYS

ALL MY PAIN I SHALL DROWN IN YOUR KISSES

ALL MY FEARS I CARRY LIKE A CHILD

ALL MY LOVE SHALL BE GIVEN TO YOU

NO NEED TO EXPLAIN IT WITH WORDS

IF YOU OPEN UP THAT SECRET DOOR

THAT KEEPS MY HEART BEAT FOR YOU

YOU WILL FIND IT HOLDS THE PASSION

IN WHICH WE FLOAT

THE POWER THAT UNITES US

SINCE THE BEGINNING

WILL PART US ON THE LAST OF DAYS

FOREVER SHALL OUR HEARTBEAT FEEL THE HEAT



Its what mattered!

PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part eleven

It wasn't the first time

Nelson Mandela came into my life

Oh no, not with the sad event

That I wrote for you

In 'What Mattered X'

Oh no

It was back in '88

Then



But to get to this new story

Of my inner Glory

To have done what I could

Just to be there

When Mandela needed us most



1988

I was not gonna to be late

Driving to Wembley

Throught the Gate

Going Backstage



Nelson was loved

By the people

That very day

His seventieth

Birthday



With Sting it all started

I was just driving in

Sting already on stage

He sang out to the crowd

He sang out to the world

Singing...

"If you love somebody set them free"



Free him

This great man

For Nelson Mandela

I stand



It was the first of two

Mandela Events

Raising worldwide consciousness

Of ANC Leader Mandela's imprisonment



1988

I'm so glad that

I always did what I did

If you dig



All I've said

I was there

Like I would be anywhere

To do good

Whenever I could

I can!



All the women

All The men

Who came to do

Tribute

To the man

Here I Name:



Some brought Speeches

Some played Music

for the Singers

To the crowd

Comedy came with the Players

Here the List

For you to see...



Sting

George Michael

Richard Attenborough

Whoopi Goldberg

Richard Gere

Eurithmics

Graham Chapman

The Arnhemland Dancers

Amabutho Male Chorus

Lenny Henry

Al Green

Joe Cocker

Jonathan Butler

Freddie Jackson

Ashford and Simpson

Natalie Cole

Lenny Henry

Fry & Laurie

Tracy Chapmans first Apperance

Wet Wet Wet

Tony Hadley

Joan Armatrading

Midge Ure

Paul Carrack

Fish

Paul Young

Curt Smith

Bryan Adams

Bee Gees

Ali McGraw

Phillip Michael Thomas

Jonas Gwangwa

Salif Keita

Youssou N'Dour

Jackson Brown

Sly & Robbie

Aswad

Mahlathini and the Mahotella Queens

UB40

Hugh Masekela

Miriam Makeba

Courtney Pine

IDJ Dancers

Simple Minds

Peter Gabriel

Stephen van Zandt

David Sanborn

Jerry Dammers

Harry Enfield

Amapondo

Whitney Houston

Salt-N-Pepa

Derek B

Stevie Wonder

Fat Boys and Chubby Checker

Billy conolly

Dire Straights

Eric Clapton


Jessye Norman closing with "Amazing Grace"


Leaving a heavy

TRACE

Of what it would mean to give back

SPACE

Though

TIME

Cannot be given back

Yet this man had always stayed on

TRACK

Never swayed

Never looked back

Always foreward

To his

GOAL



Subject 'Apartheid NEVERMORE'!



Yes we carried Voices loud

Out into the World and Crowd


PROUD


Tracy Chapman

Born to a Star

Appeared first time

She had a line

Talkin' 'bout a Revolution

everybody chanting that rhyme



Now that I retrospect

Did I say it was one of the best days in my time?


It's what mattered...


PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part ten

The day was blacker than black

It was a hard day

A day for tears

In my eyes

In many eyes

A day for dreadful memories

A day for sadness



I sat down and thought

more and more

about why good people

had to be so hurt



Nelson Mandela

I had just heard the news

Lost his grandaughter

A tragic road accident



A year in a month

To the day

Two days before

Zenani's 13th birthday

To young to go

The sorrow

The pain

Left for those who remain



Zoleka Seakamela

Zenani's mother

Heart so hurt

Hitting ground

Tears for years

Apart from her cries

No sound



Police arrest the man in quest

Drunk he was

The fool

How will he ever live with this

A barricade he did not see

In his stupor state

Of alcohol his place.



Now they have to mourn this tragedy

Their hearts never again so free



The day before

By horror struck

Three students

From Britain

Killed in another car crash



The news clouded what should have been

A South African celebration

Of memories 1994

Multiracial elections

We all were happy for



Oh Alcohol

No self control

What have you done!



Football Worldcup to begin

Nelson Mandela

Cancelled

Speech

For crying

In his heart

Another piece is dying

This man has truly suffered so

I truly feel like crying



I let pass by these thoughts

My mind calling

The losses my own heart

Has had to hold

I know, oh I know

This kind of grief

It sits so deep

And never leaves



I take some paper

To write

A letter

A letter of

Condolences



Dear Nelson Mandela and Family



This sad news made me cry for you. I am so sorry to hear this sad story.

It is the worst pain to carry when one loses a loved one.

It is the moment to cry, it breakes you down and hurts your heart.

We all have to leave one day and become dust, yet in the heart of our loved

ones we live on.

Harder though than anything, is when a young person loses life, when they are

abruptly taken out of our lives.

When we lose a child we experience the most tearing pain imaginable, understood

by those who have had to go this same route experiencing the loss of a child.

It's when we have to let go, we don't know how.

We can't really comprehend and believe it.

We would have rather seen the child grow up to experience the joys life can

bring.

Give them our love, our knowledge, give them guidance and understanding.

Hug them everyday.

A tragedy like this shatters all our dreams.

Yet there comes the time it will also gives us strength. It comes not right

away, but within time we will have in mind that one day we shall meet again...

My heart and thoughts are with you and your family.

I wish you strength to overcome your misery.



With love, Tina



My tears rolled down my cheeks, dropping on the letter I was writing...



I was glad I wrote, I was glad I felt...



It's what mattered...

PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part nine

I started to pack my bags

Time to travel again...



It was fall

the leaves where flying

In the wind

Swirling around in it

And then landing softly

On the moist ground



Apples had fallen off my tree

I had no time to pick them up

Jason would do the job for me

Looking out the window, smiling

I turned back to the room



My bag, what would I take...

I needed a moment to think

I was going to Bangkok

It was going to be hot



Years had passed since I had been there

Ah, it was all so long ago

Yet like yesterday

I let it pass through my mind



The Sunday market

With its beautiful wares

The voices of the people

Women in their beautiful

Coloured Sarongs

The smell of the Mangosteen

The Rambutan with its red peeling

From the family of Sapindaceae

Lychees and all the other

Magnificent Asian fruit

Mangosteen was my favorite

How could I ever forget

The deep purple peeling

Sort of woody

Then the beautiful white

sweet juicy and deliciously

Fruity flesh



"Ah quelle gourmandise"



The food stalls with their rice dishes

The smell of Ginger and all the other

Warm spices of Asia...



Soi Ton Son...my old street



Oh I would enjoy this trip



The houseboats on the Klongs

And the beautifully carved dragon boats

Making me think of the Venice of the Far East

A thousand candles lit at night

The sweet smell of Jasmine

Beautifully arranged



The women would separate the buds from its stems

Then place them one fitting into each other

On long thin sticks

Making harmoniously looking arangements with them



Mom always got a headache from them, I remembered

But I just loved that sweet promissing exuberant scent, delightfull.

Even just thinking about them I smelled them.



I thought about the act of Wai Phra

An individual way of offering to a Buddha

Yet always a candle is lit

And placed with others infront of a Buddha

With flowers placed in water

Before lighting three incense sticks using the candle

The three incense sticks held between the palms of the hand

In a Wai gesture

Sitting in the respect position with the feet tucked behind

Faced away from the Buddha

Reciting phrases from the Buddhist

In Pali the language of the scriptures



Pure gracefulness



Now years later Pusdee invited me

I was looking forward to see her

Real friendships lasted forever

No matter the distance

No matter the time gone by



So alright...light clothes

And just a couple of things for London



Was only staying two days



It was not planned

London

Yet I got a letter

A letter from you

Saying you need me

Need me with you

Changed schedules

Planning new

Just because

You are you



And even read I not the words

Between the lines

I see

A big

I love you...



Reading what he wrote to me...



...Today the rain beat against my face

and soaked my clothes

the cold made my skin shiver

the wind bowed my head in unholy revererance

but you made me feel loved

kissing you softly...



Michael





I'll come by before I go, I wrote to you...



I heard my phone ring, bringing me back to here and now



"Hello,yes just a minute I'm almost ready to go."





It was my Taxi...



I took my bag, not looking back I locked the door



It's what mattered...


PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part eight

It was one of those days...

Shortly after the wedding had been

Remembering the moments keen



Still Tango on my mind

Like remembering... after the Ceremony

I danced Bossa Nova and Tango

All night

Had caught Michael

Held him tight

Brought me home and stayed all night



Alone again

I stand by my window and dream

What wouldn't I give

To hold him one more time

To make him wholy mine

For now and all time



Yet I thought

It was but a dream

flowing through my head

Like a soft liquid cream

Remebering how

We lay there embraced in my bed

Spreading sweetness through my mind

Wishing time was on my side



Though he had to move

Move on again

He never ever stayed for long

I wish he'd see that he was wrong

For if he stayed

If he stayed on

I would be his Paradise

That's ever and always nice



Now alone

in thought

Of all that had gone on

I felt my mood

Slide slightly to the side

Bad mood I couldn't hide



Milena wrote: "what's up,"

I wrote: "I'm feeling low!"





One minute later I got her note...





Don't be LOW! People are dying all around the world, women are enslaved, minds are going wasted, spring blossoms are about to burst in gentle rain and you have your health and you mind and a deep sense of joy! Sing even if you are down. Sing and even if you have tears it's okay...stand out in the rain and they will no longer be just your tears, but part of the world.



"Thank you, that's the most beautiful thing I heard today!"


I laughed and put some music on...


It's what mattered...




~What mattered VIII is dedicated to Milena Banks~

PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part seven

Oh my god,

The Wedding!



I was only half way ready and felt the stress draw in on me.

I checked the mirror and gave it my brightest smile.

Nothing was going to make me lose it now,

I mean my patience!

Preparing myself for the their day

I was bridesmaid, lovely of them to have thought of me.

Radiant, I looked my best.



I checked the time,

25 minutes then I'd have to rush out

the Limosine would be waiting.



I had chosen a rose coloured dress

it was of finest Thai silk,

and complemented my skintone.

It was of a certain 'raffinesse' with its low cut back.

I got my grandma's brooche

which she had given to me a long time ago.



"This gift from me to you is better from a warm

hand and a beating heart than an inheritance

later when I'm cold and gone." she had said

with a smile on her face.



There had been a certain sentiment,

a moment of silence and reflection.

We had looked at each other savouring in its

deepness, then we laughed with moist eyes.

I had embraced her warmly.

she had been such a wonderful woman

full of love and common sense...



The brooch had a stunning large almost purple amethyst

set in the most beautiful antique filigree worked silver frame.

I pinned it to my dress near my left shoulder

one more touch to my hair

my earrings,

just a bit of lipstik

my favorite high-heels

ah yes, and a dash of 'Miss Dior Cherie' perfume

one of my favorites.

I took my small bunch of beautiful rosé roses out of its vase,

and wiped the water of the stems.

They were in full bloom, and smelled out of this world

sweet and alluring.



I rushed out, and the Limosine just arrived.

Trés bon! I loved being on time.



It was a lovely Ceremony.

At the party after everyone had either settled

down relaxing, was happy dancing or conversing

about this and that, having a little chit chat

I had a moment alone with Kate. Bless her

Jarred was a lovely man, each analogue

with the other we hugged.

The thing called love.

Then I went to dance I loved dancing

ever since I could think back

I was four when my urge to dance began.

But that is another story...

Soon I asked the band to play some Bossa Nova.

Michael was leaning on a pilar watching me

I danced by him and drew him with me on the dance floor.

This time it was Tango



My time to Tango!



It's what mattered!

PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part six

Interview done

please weekend come

still a bit jetlagged

I went on home

to find quite a few messages on my phone

can you do this, can you that

all I wanted is for the voices to stop

I clicked the button and turned it off



I stepped on my porch

gathering thoughts

just wanted to relax

and grabbed the 'Vogue'

second page reading about a rogue

I actualy took it to look for a dress

so I turned over the page

and found a dress I blessed



It was lovely thought I

just the right one for me

cause weekend come

bridesmaid I would be

a friend was getting married again

and I knew it would be a lot of fun

I'd dance all night

yet till then

a lot of things had to be done



The doorbell rang

who would it be

I went to see

my kids stormed in

hugs, kisses strong

and words of love

"We are so glad your back maman!"



Its what mattered...

PoeDes©

THREE FLAVORS

I was on my way to do a graffity
everything now looking really gray
when I'd left home it had all still been gay
...the sky a renaissance painting to me
of greyish brown clouds like from 'Da Vinci'
the rain fall had made the road to a river
and my van was hit by a tidalwave quiver
my ballons flew out the window
forever good bye
into the sky
and as my soul followed
I looked down toward earth
everything tiny from up so high
my route was moving direction sky
the war had just ended
and the last of the troops
being called to their quarters
they must follow orders
in the midst of everything stood

Three flavors

The Good The Bad and The Ugly one
still floating above all
my vision perspective so birdlike
what was in them, those bottles
holding those flavors
to far away for me to see deep inside
Yet the first spitt fire
blue recoil curve ribbon
spreading carbon-particulate matter
certainly no drink that could flatter
The second yet blast a champagne cork at me
what could it be
a 'Veuve Cliquot'
from a harvest to show
ribbon loops green
if you know what I mean
though that could not be real
only a dream
did I see a glimpse of two people
smiling inside the green ribboned bottle 3D
it obviously did not matter to me

Three flavors

The next bow in red
inside a scull of a dead head
all labeled with a price
I could see from up here
My cloud did a dive
from the bottle came nothing
just a very last breath
next to it my spraybottle rest
a dead fly a dead bee
and my last cigarette bud
the current from under
came and pushed up my cloud
I was glad in a way to leave this crowd
The last persons laugh was really loud
it wasn't a laugh
it was more like a shout

HELP

PoeDes©

INTRODUCING JILAEN SHERWOOD

Jilaen Sherwood - A naturally talented artist who has had over 20 years of experience in art & design.

Jilaen works with mixed media art which includes computer graphics, photography & airbrush painting. Jilaen is an Illustrator & graphic designer and uses her technical & design skills to build beautiful websites, CD covers and book jackets.

She has explored various mediums but her real paintings are usually airbrushed acrylic. Her earlier paintings were mostly oil & watercolor and she painted many spacey scenes.

Jilaen has done custom painting on vehicles including motorcycles and sports cars. She paints flames and fantasy scenes on vehicles & signs.

From an early age she was interested in the area of album cover design and her paintings were influenced by the 70's prog rock. Jilaen is now specializing in CD cover art and design for the music industry.

Music - Jilaen was a part owner of a professional recording studio in the 1980's. Her passion for music lead her into the area of sound frequencies and their use in healing. Jilaen now teaches and practices sound healing. Jilaen plays a Korg Radias & Novation Supernova II Synthesizer and also uses Native Instruments software synths. Jilaen records her own music and therapy CD's and also records her own music and composes spacey & metallic sound landscapes..

Television Shows & Lectures - Jilaen has been a guest on many TV Shows over the years and has lectured & given presentations on various subjects including the paranormal and healing. The nost recent TV show was on Cymatics and Sound Healing.

EROS AND HIS LOVE AMPHITAMINES Introducing Matt Joblin! A compilation of his and my poetry

Some time when you meet someone in poetry you end up doing a project or you talk about it, but you end up not doing it. We somehow made it...

1 TROUBLE - Author PoeDes

this trouble's only just begun
i try to read what you are thinking
i wish i really knew
how to cast away my doubts
i long for the words you never said
do you really know what I fear
since you were begging me
I believed in every word you said
you wrote so tenderly
before we met how sweet you were
do you really know what I fear
I fear to loose the love I found in you
to fly the universe alone
forevermore
an angel lonely I don't want to be
I long for the words you never said to me...


2 THE GAMES YOU PLAY - Author Matt Joblin

The games you play will wear you out one day
The turn you take stole your heart away
When you’re around you he’s around too

Ohh-blivious peace is a brain dead beast
Ohh-devious tease on the lies you feast

My consequential dream so what are you to me
The drug I take is the bed you make
Your gonna lay in it I wanna nother hit

Feed her with my eyes gastro visual fire flies
Sliding off the fork with gravitating torque
Magnifying now with deaf defying tales

But there aint no passing down
redundant muted sound
As you blink you hit the ground
As you blink you hit the ground


3 THOUGHTS OF BEING ONE - Author PoeDes

Love beget lust
When your lips move to tease my mouth
Your fingers moving softly in my hair
Hands moving down my back
Sending shivers down my neck
You grab my hips
You delve that bit closer
Holding heat in your strong hands
Drawing me close
Our bodies meet so rough yet smooth
You trace my back and cup my breasts
Deliciously arouse my nipples hard
From your sweet kisses
Softly my hands trace down your body
Your chest my nest
We unite in lovers pleasure
Breathing hot against my tongue
The whole world desolves
We are being one


4 YOU DONT HAVE TO UNDERSTAND - Author Matt Joblin

She danced with me till the record kept spinning
Her body asked the questions her ears knew the

answers
A piece of me but she's got the lot
I lost the rest and that’s all I got giving

A selfish guy with a bruised alibi
You don’t have to make sense of it
You don’t have to understand...
Hold my hand...

Grab a spade dig my head out the sand
When you're there I’m there
And when you're not so what
Cos when you're there I’m there



5 Eleven thirty AM - Author PoeDes


Your tangled in my dreams
tangled in my mind
want to be tangled in your arms
kissing you softly...

when we're together
and tangled with each other
in each others arms
lost in time
living the moment
of unendless pleasure

keeping each others treasure
deep down inside
to calm the thirst
when not together
when we're alone
to be tangled in our dreams
staying tangled in our minds

Until we can tangle in each others arms again...


6 THIS AINT A LOVE SONG - Author Matt Joblin

This aint a love song
Cos I cant write like that
And it’s been too long
Living like a sex rat
I lost my mind today
I’ve got an empty space
Now I’m at yesterday
And I’m a head case
Going north along the crave
Lost the marker on my compass
Riding high up on the wave
With the oysters on the night bus
Then I find her in the lost and found
A girl with shoes repelled by the ground


7 SUGAR RAIN - Author PoeDes

Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
touch me
kiss me
lick me
tease
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
stroke me
hold me
rub me
squezze
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like like sugar rain
for when you
whisper
sweet words
in my ear
your voice
soothing
crystal clear
the truth
in it rings thru
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
kiss
you kiss
the night away
till daylight come
you pleasure
me
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
touch
its sweet
shivers
into my brain
softness
and
comfort
my gain
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
talk
your voice
so true
to me
and clear
your laughter
happiness
you share
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain


8 U WROTE THE BOOK - Author Matt Joblin

U wrote the book
The notes u took
Ribbon bound
Lost and found

Black inside emotion lit
Armoured sugar coated hit
Delay for fear
Confirmed 1st gear

Bound with what was what to be
Mis guided desires on a dead end street
Give it away
Ur so blarsay

Scared by the truth
Scarred by its proof
I wanna … one last time
Know that we’re dead in your eyes rhyme

I wanna be used I wanna use you
Detach feeling kiss you all wrong and call you

Sue ‘n’
Make my coffee a mess and call me John
Then listen to garage in your back room

Smell him on you
Touch your body new
Taste with my ears someone else’s tales
And watch you start sliding off the rails

Hear your lie
Lie next to you
See how you glow
Pretend we don’t know


I wanna pretend this all makes sense

I wanna translate our minds pretence

But most of all

Most of all



9 SEA OF MILK - Author PoeDes

The pale moon shines on us

The room smelling of fresh jasmin

The bed is ready for love

You kneel down beside me

As you kiss my brows

We're both just shy and charming

Kissing mouth to mouth

Gazing in each others eyes

My thighs encircle yours

Carried away by passion

My limbs entwine with yours

Like tendrills of fragrant jasmin creeper

My ankle bracelet rings with pleasure

I draw my limbs together like a bud

Full of desire your sweet words

As you slide into my lotus flower

In gentle rythm we draw taut

In gentle rythm we relax

You grasp my ankles

And fasten them just like a chain

Behind your neck

As we make love

Our hair is soaked with sweat

I coil up like seaweed around your arms

You grasp my tongue between your lips

And dive toward my holy glint

As I drag you down to the bottom of my abyss

You let yourself drown

In the ocean of pleasures

When passion ebbs we rest

Forehead to forehead

Bodies yoked

Not long before

Desire stirs afresh

Clasping each others hands

You grab my waist and pull me close to you

Caressing each other from head to toe

You slide your hands between my thighs

Got me purring like a cuddly cat

Your hands caress my nipples

My hands caressing yours

The flowers dropping from my tousled hair

My giggles turning into gasps

I bend to kiss your tender lips

My nipples pierce your chest

My hips begin to churn

My kiss lingers on your neck

You cup my foot into your palm

And caress your angels limbs

I lean back on the wall

You clinging to my neck

You grip my buttocks with your palms

With sculptors adorn you caress my temple walls

You lock my legs around your waist

I'm sitting in your cradled hands

My arms around your neck

As you sink passionately into me

Embracing me with force

And thus we make love

My seed flows into yours

Your seed flows into mine

We kiss each others secret parts

Our overflowing love temples

I shelter with you

You shelter with me


10 Fuck Buddy - Author Matt Joblin

Fuck buddy you caress my ego
Fuck buddy you care less so here goes
Extravagant dirty and muddy
My beautifully selfish fuck buddy
We lack a lot of clarity
But make it up with gluttony
We never ruck
We always

Fuck buddy you're my greed
Swimming in my need
Nothing in common
But lust and desire
Something in a woman
A bust I never tire
My must that gets me high
Then you kill my despair

Take the wrath for another
In the absence of a lover
Envy the past
Break the lovefast
Take pride in the ride
Hear the sex girl sigh
Hide and collide
Let the truth lied

Take vain and take glory
Another girl another story
Initiate sex
It’s a 5 word text
As time goes on
I know most your friends
Nothings done sober
Lady luck… 4 leaves my clover

We do the chit chat
We both know where it’s going
It’s the sea in our night and we’re dipping our

toe in
We text touch
Don’t see each other much
But our tastes aligned
And you smell all familiar
As we browse and arouse
Through the minds of our jails

I hear what I want and so do you
Don’t talk about feelings
They have no cards in these dealings
Lady luck... lazy love sloth
Initiate sex
It’s a 5 word text
Initiate sex
Its 5 words who’s next


11 RAIN AND TEARS - Author PoeDes

Soft falls the rain on the leaves
on the tree above my head

Softly the rain drops on my face
mingling with tears running down my cheeks

Are you forever gone asks me my heart
as it beats away in this chest of mine

Gone? ask my hands who touched you tenderly
as I look at them in thought of you

And my body it asks me why is he gone
was it not he who gave you a new beginning
was it not he who freed you from your past
was it not he who gave you compliance
was it not he who made you laugh
was it not he who gave you gratification
was it not he who gave you bliss
did he not also give fulfillment
did he not seduce you to the point
and in compliance you both lay in human

nakedness
was it not he who led you there...


I say to myself you're right my hands
you're right my body and truly I miss him so

He kissed me tenderly I do remember
infact every single moment is bedded in my mind

He loved me so natural and joyful
and all this I see with my eyes closed

My heart it hurts and I dont even know
what brought the silence with which I'm now

surrounded

The weeks behind where just like heaven
with all the love from all the letters that you

wrote

You stopped talking to me for no reason

whatsoever
Like as if I was just a season thats gone by

If only I would know for all this the reason
and if I could I would enchant you with my

charme

I'm tantalized from all your silence
The anguish almost not to bear

If only you could see my eyes now
so true to you they'd never lie

You'd see the love embedded in them
the love I hold alone for you

And if my arms could embrace your body
I'd hold you tight to me forevermore

My hands would show to you my true desire
they would caress you with adore

My subsidence of thoughts lingering with you
the wish to see you ever strong

I feel so save when I am in your presence
want to be there forevermore

My hands will show you what I feel
My eyes will show you all I see
My body will respond to you in equity

It is to me as if we have been moulded
to fit each other in perfection

I know that Jesus hears my prayers

He knows I love you like no other
and noone gave me love like you...

If there's a way that I could turn the clock

back
I'd do it now without any hesitation

For all I know
its you who's touched me deeply
and stays embedded in my mind forevermore...

I look around, down on the ground
The rain and my tears have mingled
have made a tiny rivulet
its running down the mountainbed in your

direction
soon they will reach the river Kent

My vision takes me to the shore there
where we once stood and talked about the rivers

bad neglect
I wish my tears the rain and mountainwater
could mend all that you wish it'd mend

I wish now I could lay my head on to your

shoulder
and you would rock me tenderly

Henceforth and always would I want to please you
and love you truly just like I always have...



12 YOUR LIPS HAVE GONE - Author Matt Joblin

Your lips have gone
And she tastes all wrong
Your hips sang songs
And mind made bongs

You’re scuffed up shoes
That walked the news
Dressed in rags
You were my riches

Slung strung guitar you found my pitches
Now I'm surrounded by dirty bitches
A vagueness I threw caught me out at base 2
Permanence scarred never well faired

Mouth shut up on safe guard
Then it became a charade
Silence turns to strangers
And noise had a chance
Killed her ears with a glance

On the tip of your tongue
Your feeling feared gun
A premature done
But my to do lists not written
This cats still a kitten


13 PASSIONATE ATTRACTION - Author PoeDes

I simply cannot resist your passionate

attraction
I'm afraid it's addictive
I'm afraid it might get out of control
Why do I have this passion for you
It's a great temptatiON
But where is the happiness
That should be surrounding me
The sun that should be shining on me
It could be addictive this passion
Which is unlikely right
Are you someone who's no good for me
Or can I just not see
All the good surrounding me
Am I blind

I want no struggle and heartache
No turmoil and distress
No anxiety nor fear or depression

I want pleasure
Good fortune
A true love
And new zest in life

The time is close
To show me wrong
To show me right
Don't want to be blind

Open for me oh Lord
the hidden pleasure from which I must reap
For I have sown the seed with love
as you will well remember
For you know oh Lord
who I am and what I am
and only you can see
the good in me

So please Lord let me not be blind


14 LAST NIGHTS GIRL - Author Matt Joblin

The girl from last weekend
Was just that...
Girl from last weekend
And yesterdays girl
Was yesterdays girl

But today I run away
With my mind into tomorrow
Make my head bed shy
Don’t wanna catch her eye

It's a dead end street
And it aint gonna last
Alcohol induced
Priorities seduced

She looks back at me
But I was up front
In this place
Off my face

The only thing in charge
Was being charged
And growing stronger
End of the night you've lost your sight

The attention you crave
She’ll see you right
Hanging on to the loss of control
No room for anti climax there's another party

aint there

Don’t let me sober up
Don’t let me sober up

This character would die
His inhibition bitten
Loud and lairy aint much cop
When you're deaf and blind

You kiss her once or twice
To fill the muted room
This acts only good turned up to ten
With an audience who’ll listen

Bodies line the floor
Motionless and raw
You're lonely on your own
So she takes you to bed

It's what you wanted in your head
But the hours have passed


15 INSIDE OUTSIDE - Author PoeDes

Inside the vision of your face

outside the night embracing me

inside my soul

wanting to transform my feelings of loneliness

outside the rain is falling

inside my heart is weeping

for this endless world of destruction

outside the stars are shining

inside I still feel you

outside the wind is blowing

inside love is the child of an endless journey

outside your voice is calling

inside the memory of your face

outside the ocean in motion

inside the reflection of you touching me

outside the drumms are calling

come to me, come to me...


16 ULTRA VIOLET BLINDS - Author Matt Joblin

Stay away from my mind

I'm being real kind

The drugs and drink

Will see you go blind



Outside your safe

You're on the fringe off your face

Comb over the detail and turn up the bass

Fire fly sky emotions run dry



This energy's my energy

I took from the sun

He'll want it back someday

Till then I'm on the run



Sole shy feet

Burnt with the heat

Kamikaze head with fucked up beats

Where the music's the food and the DJ's the

teats


Filter the rays

Give me back the night's days

I've lost more than i came with in this place

The lines are like cracks on a concrete face


Time to think

But nothing to do it with

Prematurely expired

This anti-perspirant perspired


Crane flecked horizons

Mans mighty unkind

But who helped the fishes

When they were one beat behind



17 FROZEN HOT - Author PoeDes

Feel like I'm frozen
Feeling so cold
Come to me with your fire
And melt me ready soft
Give me the warmth I really need
You're so warm, don't let me freeze
Come here and hold me
Let me feel your bodyheat
Melt me to sweet climax
Sparkles in my head flying wild
Everything is orange
Climax sparkles flying wild

Feel like I'm hot
Feeling so hot
Come to me with your water
And bathe me all night
Give me the coolness I really need
You're so cool, cool me down
Blow your sweet breath on my breast
Tell your storm to blow me free
Take me to your kingdom
Waters flowing in my head
Waves are hitting shore
Water crytals cooling me
Everything is blue
Lovepotion flowing through my veins



18 COASTLINE ON YOU - Author Matt Joblin

A beat behind you

In the clouds while your blue

Topographic fuzzed edged out

With a coastline on you


From up here you can see

So give us a clue

The sky don't lie

Just lets the sun break through


Clouded mind

Leave fear behind

It's excess baggage on this flight

And I don't want a carry on


Stand behind your yellow line

Your safe there but you can't feel a thing

Is that what you want?

Final calling

19 THIRST - Author PoeDes

When I'm thirsty
yearning to drink
from your sweat
then I drown
into my thoughts
of you and me
entwined
our bodies
seduced
from each others
kisses
surrendering
to each other
trying to commit
the soul
drinking our sweat
sweet liquid love
on our lips


20 I PUT A SEATBELT ON TOMORROW - Author Matt Joblin

I put a seatbelt on tomorrow

I want to paralyze this space
I’ve got a girl in my face
I combed my hair to one side
She cut me up on the inside

I put a seatbelt on tomorrow
To keep it all together
But safeties not on borrow
And I’m out of lucky heather

Heart feels aren’t cart wheels
She touches her pedals
I’m watching her brake lights
She pulls out of my sights

She’s got cats eyes I never cared for them
And a dog’s leg, a turn I should have taken
Now I’m so low who says it’s so high
Two foot solo navigation guy

Had a shot of happiness blew it all away
Took my eye off the road let it slip away
I tasted the synthetic star in her mind
While at the last head count she left me behind

If silence is golden I want a noisy bronzed
stealth
These un detected feelings are detrimental to
health
Scratch the sky with your dreams of one days
Bleed with your hungry eyes in the suns rays


21 WHEN LOVE COMES AROUND - Author PoeDes

I know when love comes around
I can feel it's touch of sweetness and adore
I am at ease
And from itself it will speak

It brings me laughter
And broadens my confidence
It caresses me
Freely it gives from itself

It hugs the woman in me
I want to dance with it
Through the bright shining moon
On a lonely night

Love's music play's in my ear
A song of surrender and freedom
I inhale love's intoxicant
From cuddly spices drink my fill

I would know when love comes around...


22 SHE'S IQCUTE IN HER DRESS - Author Matt Joblin

Kiss stung lips
Beats move hips
Ruffled up hair
At it like rabbits

Centre stage
Front page
Tunnel vision
Beat precision

A grope a grab
A sherbert dib dab
A squeeze no please; take a chance on a dance
A grind from your mind
Play
Fast forward
Rewind

Fantasy …

A hand to hold
hots hammering cold
Feel a thought…
I want a bit of her arm
Climatic… inhibition harm

A body in time lust does the mime
Flesh and bones is the front man
The backing make rhymes

Phone number clumber
Touch from scratch dumber
The back in my lumber
Spend time getting younger

Drink the dregs of her legs
Only noticed her eyes
One track mind
No alibi

Minds as fit… body fitter
It aint mechanical
Can’t be taught at all
Intellect regress
She's IQcute in her dress


23 WHILST MY HEART BEATS - Author PoeDes

There where the rivers whispering runs

Warmed by your eyes more than the sun

Where your gentle hands are holding mine

We sit and talk and tell us what we love

In the river fishes jump with joy

The birds above sing us their lullaby

Oh, how I'd love to be there now

And even, said we not a word all day

Our souls would understand...


24 SUMMER EYES - Author Matt Joblin

Comprehend the strive

Fragile inside

With actions consequence

Amongst people we hide

Act up control

Discover the roll

Temporary escapes

Super heroes in capes

Habit release

The cost of peace

Colour it up

Give it a voice

Sobriety loss

The toxic boss

Then you freeze frame the game

And condition the pace

A lonely chance

With a locked out glance

Make your mark... Break the dark

Break the dark...Make your mark

Sculpted by masses

Calamity vain

With charged up states of mind

A directional find

Tough perfection

On a route Ill planned

Roughened up distraction

Excitement just got banned


25 WITH THE WIND - Author PoeDes

You exite me
you enwrap me
inveigle
ensnare
drive me
turn me on
caress
with tenderness
you scorn me
let me fall in my abyss
there you catch me
hold me tenderly
sweet words flowing in my ear
tears running down my face
mingling with ocean water
a grateful smile
the wind of the sea taking hold of me
wisdom of the univers encircles
teaches me
dreams flow out on water
endless is this sea
as I stand here by the ocean
feeling near
in my mind our arms stroking
bodies free
eye to eye
face to face
breast to breast
waist to waist
kiss to kiss
laugh to laugh
happiness..."your stepping on my feet

love"...laughter
love unbreakable

Sings like a promise in my head
what would'nt I give...


26 THE CLOUT OF YOUR POUT - Author Matt Joblin

I drive fast cos nothing else excites me
I screw around cos nothing else ignites me
Finding a pocket of dare
With not enough care
And a wallet of change
That stays the same

But you buy your way out
With the clout of your pout
And I’m sold buy your bold
In the shadow of doubt
And in a state of confuse
We start something new


27 YOU - Author PoeDes

You enwrap me like a soft silk blanket
Sleep or wake my mind on you
You are the air I breathe
You are the earth I walk on
You are my dream, yet my reality

Soft waves of sea washing over me
I am a one posessed
To the east
To the south
To the north
To the west
There is a whiff of you
Nowhere I turn nothing;
No, everywhere there's you

You are the ivy creeper
Growing on my house
You grab and hold
Imperishable

You are the gale
Before the flood
Abundant

In the tube station
you are the saxplayer;
though it's someone else
But I don't look
Just listen

Your picture never fades away
Ever clear
My mind enlaced by you
Recollection of every moment with you

You rest cool headed
Your ambition-your destination
Ante all

Yet when you see me your eyes shine with joy

We sink in the sea
We merge


28 HEAVY WITH HATE - Author Matt Joblin

Heavy with hate
Intensities great
Like everything
You’re like nothing

There’s selection
With conviction
I dis like
Cos like dis’d me

Hate destroys unhappiness
No hate… your know loneliness
Animosities fine
Just mute out the whine

Angers alright
It gives you fight
Hostility… Fragility
Hates your Ability

A suspicious mind
Hatred with a side of kind
Change attitudes gear and pull away fast
Cos this heavy state don’t have to last

29 DREAMS - Author PoeDes sent from her LOVER

Let’s dream a while and when we wake

Dance naked till our bodies ache

Sweeter than nectar love we'll make

Then from that pool of passion take

Lets dance entwined in loves embrace

Until the flame of passion breaks

In sweat we slip and slide abreast

Your nipples hard against my chest

Where mouth and fingers soft and wet

Speak words no language knows and yet

The heart does crave so much to feel

For by this union wounds are healed

So let me kiss you till you come

And tell me im the only one

Then let us whisper of desire

Things to light erotic fires

Let me lick you suck you tease

Until your lips urge me to please

For I’ll not stop until we sleep

And leave our dreams in love to keep...


Answer to Dreams - Author PoeDes

Even whilst we dream sweet love we make

So sweet as we have never known

And when we wake our passion

Takes us to a higher ground

In loves embrace we taste our bodies

We are so deliciously arroused

Make love so sweet all wounds forgotten

Let's never stop for all I've got

Is you inside of me right here and now

You slip into my deepest tresure

With passion never known before

So deep and gentle our kiss

We touch our bodies fingers wet

And pleasure known to no one yet

I wrap your body around mine

We dive into a million pleasures

Our hearts are pounding hard

We sweat and drink each others love

And hope we'll never ever part

My nipples hard against your chest

Our union full of tenderness

You wisper gently in my ear

Erotic fires light me up

You tell me of the greatest love


Let me lick you suck you tease

For all you do is please

I'll warm your heart with endless love

Now your lips urge me to please

I touch you gently stroke you wild

And I'll not stop until we sleep...


30 Up Beat Little Boys - Author Matt Joblin

We're still all little boys
Excited by the noise
Of the guitars and the drums
And the pain they numb

Sobriety; Mundaneity
We all fall down
Our tissue, our tissue
In a cardboard town

All the kings’ horses
And all the kings men
Couldn’t bring back
The days of when...

We injected our eyes
With sleepless nights
And syringed our ears
With bright bright lights

But I can smell a rainbow
See a rainbow
Hear a rainbow
Sing along with me


31 FREEDOM - Author PoeDes

Wind blowing
running over
our skin
your hands stroke
me wild
touching
searching
the unknown
your face
in my hands
we kiss
jewels of joy
your eyes
jewels of truth
my eyes
drowning into
our souls
wishes of flesh
tingles
our skin
whispers in
our ears
like the wind
blowing trough
our hair
saying
touch me
kiss me
love me
hold me
forever
my hands
stroke
your legs
feet play
with feet
your hands
stroke
my thighs
breathing
joyful sounds
cheek to cheek
we turn
to face each other
lips to lips
we kiss
we linger
sweet as honey
the taste
on our mouths
can't stop
so much pleasure
passion
beholds
enchants us
till dawn
wispers in
our ears
like the wind
blowing through
our hair
saying
touch me
kiss me
love me
hold me
forever


32 IT'S CALLED GLUE IT'S ABOUT YOU - Author Matt Joblin

We wear the black and white

Radio's not in colour

We fell in love with ourselves

Cos there were no others



We read poetry in bed

Then you lock me in the bathroom

With a constipated thought

You put me on the mind loom



We tried the sex you didn't like it

It left stains on your carpet

We kissed once or twice

Cos that's what couples do



You'd hold my hand when you were scared

And not because you cared

You got me drunk on feeling blue

It was always about you



Now I'm with some girl new

Who's like you...but comes with glue...

To stick me back together

And face the stormy weather



Fantasy mind

Is real unkind

I never got that girl

And she never got me


33 STORM - Author PoeDes

You're my storm
You're like a wild puma
Taking over my whole being
Like a spirit hangimg over me

You do your vodoo to me

Your roots you have implanted in me
I have faith in your being
And have trust in you
You magnetize me

No matter how much I try to be free
You've put your bonds arround me
You've tied me up
Nowhere to flee I'm captivated by you

You do your vodoo to me

You move like a wild cat
you keep your ponder dry
You burst out with strange stories of your life
you make me laugh you make me cry

You do your vodoo to me

The calm before your storm
Can not be trusted
Have to keep my ponder dry
But if I dance I weather your cycles

You spinned your net around me
You're storm is like my wildest dreams
And God is mingling in my depth
He tells me not to let you go

You can what no one has
Disarm me to my very being
But never do I quail
Your storm has made me frail

You do your vodoo to me

You dominate me
With your strength
With your power
With your views
With your intemperance

You've empowered me
For you've let me talk
You let me hold you
Touch you
Kiss you
Make love with you

You do your vodoo to me


34 NO ROOM - Author Matt Joblin

No room 4 a heart
No room 4 a livin
With emotions of leather
And nufin worth givin

I’m a tryer so I tried her
Wish I coulda learned more

Like dominos they're dancing
As they all fall down
With no thought or care
And now nothing to share


35 BOG - Author PoeDes

I want to nestle up against you
I want to smell your sweet hot skin
I wanna curl up in your arms
and rest myself within your soul
so yours can sail in mine

and forevermore desire
never to resist
just always love you
mind lingers on your kiss
drown into your abyss
and bog in your emotions

like you in mine...

consonance of the mind
unity of our bodies
you can explore my haven
for there's endless harmony
when you enter the gate of your heaven
where in concord we move

like you and me...

beholden for the bliss
you come in my abyss
I let you sink I sink
in body and mind
to reveal the deepness
it beholds for you

for you, only you

profundity


36 FRAGRANT TALES - Author Matt Joblin

See illegal eyes
In a lawful head

Hear corrupted ears
By the words they said

Your tastes subjective
In the lives WE live

And a touched up mind
Is a world unkind

But no one can smell…
In a fragrant tale


37 CALLING - Author PoeDes

Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
and I was told to tell you
that heaven's got an open door

And all I do is pray
that all will go your way
I hope you really make it
I hope you hear me right now
cause all i do is pray
that all will go your way

Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
and I was told to tell you
that heaven's got an open door

An angels wings are falling
so that she can be with you
I hope you really make it
I hope you hear me right now
cause all I do is pray
that all will go your way

Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
cause all I do is pray
that all will go your way

I hope you hear me right now
I hope you see me right now
I hope you touch me right now
for all i do is pray for you
I hope you really make it
I see all will go your way...


38 Our Lives – A pint glass full of stories Author Matt Joblin

Our characters don't resemble us so much now
I've got a pint glass full of stories written by

the ale
Polar apart
Incoherent heart
Chameleonised sky’s
Under which we all die
Sacrifice for our guise
Highs built with lies
Concrete a devise
Walk the path wise
Break the traits ties
…
Start living our lives

PoeDes©