April 29, 2011
THREE FLAVORS
I was on my way to do a graffity
everything now looking really gray
when I'd left home it had all still been gay
...the sky a renaissance painting to me
of greyish brown clouds like from 'Da Vinci'
the rain fall had made the road to a river
and my van was hit by a tidalwave quiver
my ballons flew out the window
forever good bye
into the sky
and as my soul followed
I looked down toward earth
everything tiny from up so high
my route was moving direction sky
the war had just ended
and the last of the troops
being called to their quarters
they must follow orders
in the midst of everything stood
Three flavors
The Good The Bad and The Ugly one
still floating above all
my vision perspective so birdlike
what was in them, those bottles
holding those flavors
to far away for me to see deep inside
Yet the first spitt fire
blue recoil curve ribbon
spreading carbon-particulate matter
certainly no drink that could flatter
The second yet blast a champagne cork at me
what could it be
a 'Veuve Cliquot'
from a harvest to show
ribbon loops green
if you know what I mean
though that could not be real
only a dream
did I see a glimpse of two people
smiling inside the green ribboned bottle 3D
it obviously did not matter to me
Three flavors
The next bow in red
inside a scull of a dead head
all labeled with a price
I could see from up here
My cloud did a dive
from the bottle came nothing
just a very last breath
next to it my spraybottle rest
a dead fly a dead bee
and my last cigarette bud
the current from under
came and pushed up my cloud
I was glad in a way to leave this crowd
The last persons laugh was really loud
it wasn't a laugh
it was more like a shout
HELP
PoeDes©
INTRODUCING JILAEN SHERWOOD
Jilaen Sherwood - A naturally talented artist who has had over 20 years of experience in art & design.
Jilaen works with mixed media art which includes computer graphics, photography & airbrush painting. Jilaen is an Illustrator & graphic designer and uses her technical & design skills to build beautiful websites, CD covers and book jackets.
She has explored various mediums but her real paintings are usually airbrushed acrylic. Her earlier paintings were mostly oil & watercolor and she painted many spacey scenes.
Jilaen has done custom painting on vehicles including motorcycles and sports cars. She paints flames and fantasy scenes on vehicles & signs.
From an early age she was interested in the area of album cover design and her paintings were influenced by the 70's prog rock. Jilaen is now specializing in CD cover art and design for the music industry.
Music - Jilaen was a part owner of a professional recording studio in the 1980's. Her passion for music lead her into the area of sound frequencies and their use in healing. Jilaen now teaches and practices sound healing. Jilaen plays a Korg Radias & Novation Supernova II Synthesizer and also uses Native Instruments software synths. Jilaen records her own music and therapy CD's and also records her own music and composes spacey & metallic sound landscapes..
Television Shows & Lectures - Jilaen has been a guest on many TV Shows over the years and has lectured & given presentations on various subjects including the paranormal and healing. The nost recent TV show was on Cymatics and Sound Healing.
April 28, 2011
EROS AND HIS LOVE AMPHITAMINES Introducing Matt Joblin! A compilation of his and my poetry
Some time when you meet someone in poetry you end up doing a project or you talk about it, but you end up not doing it. We somehow made it...
1 TROUBLE - Author PoeDes
this trouble's only just begun
i try to read what you are thinking
i wish i really knew
how to cast away my doubts
i long for the words you never said
do you really know what I fear
since you were begging me
I believed in every word you said
you wrote so tenderly
before we met how sweet you were
do you really know what I fear
I fear to loose the love I found in you
to fly the universe alone
forevermore
an angel lonely I don't want to be
I long for the words you never said to me...
2 THE GAMES YOU PLAY - Author Matt Joblin
The games you play will wear you out one day
The turn you take stole your heart away
When you’re around you he’s around too
Ohh-blivious peace is a brain dead beast
Ohh-devious tease on the lies you feast
My consequential dream so what are you to me
The drug I take is the bed you make
Your gonna lay in it I wanna nother hit
Feed her with my eyes gastro visual fire flies
Sliding off the fork with gravitating torque
Magnifying now with deaf defying tales
But there aint no passing down
redundant muted sound
As you blink you hit the ground
As you blink you hit the ground
3 THOUGHTS OF BEING ONE - Author PoeDes
Love beget lust
When your lips move to tease my mouth
Your fingers moving softly in my hair
Hands moving down my back
Sending shivers down my neck
You grab my hips
You delve that bit closer
Holding heat in your strong hands
Drawing me close
Our bodies meet so rough yet smooth
You trace my back and cup my breasts
Deliciously arouse my nipples hard
From your sweet kisses
Softly my hands trace down your body
Your chest my nest
We unite in lovers pleasure
Breathing hot against my tongue
The whole world desolves
We are being one
4 YOU DONT HAVE TO UNDERSTAND - Author Matt Joblin
She danced with me till the record kept spinning
Her body asked the questions her ears knew the
answers
A piece of me but she's got the lot
I lost the rest and that’s all I got giving
A selfish guy with a bruised alibi
You don’t have to make sense of it
You don’t have to understand...
Hold my hand...
Grab a spade dig my head out the sand
When you're there I’m there
And when you're not so what
Cos when you're there I’m there
5 Eleven thirty AM - Author PoeDes
Your tangled in my dreams
tangled in my mind
want to be tangled in your arms
kissing you softly...
when we're together
and tangled with each other
in each others arms
lost in time
living the moment
of unendless pleasure
keeping each others treasure
deep down inside
to calm the thirst
when not together
when we're alone
to be tangled in our dreams
staying tangled in our minds
Until we can tangle in each others arms again...
6 THIS AINT A LOVE SONG - Author Matt Joblin
This aint a love song
Cos I cant write like that
And it’s been too long
Living like a sex rat
I lost my mind today
I’ve got an empty space
Now I’m at yesterday
And I’m a head case
Going north along the crave
Lost the marker on my compass
Riding high up on the wave
With the oysters on the night bus
Then I find her in the lost and found
A girl with shoes repelled by the ground
7 SUGAR RAIN - Author PoeDes
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
touch me
kiss me
lick me
tease
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
stroke me
hold me
rub me
squezze
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like like sugar rain
for when you
whisper
sweet words
in my ear
your voice
soothing
crystal clear
the truth
in it rings thru
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
kiss
you kiss
the night away
till daylight come
you pleasure
me
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
touch
its sweet
shivers
into my brain
softness
and
comfort
my gain
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
talk
your voice
so true
to me
and clear
your laughter
happiness
you share
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
8 U WROTE THE BOOK - Author Matt Joblin
U wrote the book
The notes u took
Ribbon bound
Lost and found
Black inside emotion lit
Armoured sugar coated hit
Delay for fear
Confirmed 1st gear
Bound with what was what to be
Mis guided desires on a dead end street
Give it away
Ur so blarsay
Scared by the truth
Scarred by its proof
I wanna … one last time
Know that we’re dead in your eyes rhyme
I wanna be used I wanna use you
Detach feeling kiss you all wrong and call you
Sue ‘n’
Make my coffee a mess and call me John
Then listen to garage in your back room
Smell him on you
Touch your body new
Taste with my ears someone else’s tales
And watch you start sliding off the rails
Hear your lie
Lie next to you
See how you glow
Pretend we don’t know
I wanna pretend this all makes sense
I wanna translate our minds pretence
But most of all
Most of all
9 SEA OF MILK - Author PoeDes
The pale moon shines on us
The room smelling of fresh jasmin
The bed is ready for love
You kneel down beside me
As you kiss my brows
We're both just shy and charming
Kissing mouth to mouth
Gazing in each others eyes
My thighs encircle yours
Carried away by passion
My limbs entwine with yours
Like tendrills of fragrant jasmin creeper
My ankle bracelet rings with pleasure
I draw my limbs together like a bud
Full of desire your sweet words
As you slide into my lotus flower
In gentle rythm we draw taut
In gentle rythm we relax
You grasp my ankles
And fasten them just like a chain
Behind your neck
As we make love
Our hair is soaked with sweat
I coil up like seaweed around your arms
You grasp my tongue between your lips
And dive toward my holy glint
As I drag you down to the bottom of my abyss
You let yourself drown
In the ocean of pleasures
When passion ebbs we rest
Forehead to forehead
Bodies yoked
Not long before
Desire stirs afresh
Clasping each others hands
You grab my waist and pull me close to you
Caressing each other from head to toe
You slide your hands between my thighs
Got me purring like a cuddly cat
Your hands caress my nipples
My hands caressing yours
The flowers dropping from my tousled hair
My giggles turning into gasps
I bend to kiss your tender lips
My nipples pierce your chest
My hips begin to churn
My kiss lingers on your neck
You cup my foot into your palm
And caress your angels limbs
I lean back on the wall
You clinging to my neck
You grip my buttocks with your palms
With sculptors adorn you caress my temple walls
You lock my legs around your waist
I'm sitting in your cradled hands
My arms around your neck
As you sink passionately into me
Embracing me with force
And thus we make love
My seed flows into yours
Your seed flows into mine
We kiss each others secret parts
Our overflowing love temples
I shelter with you
You shelter with me
10 Fuck Buddy - Author Matt Joblin
Fuck buddy you caress my ego
Fuck buddy you care less so here goes
Extravagant dirty and muddy
My beautifully selfish fuck buddy
We lack a lot of clarity
But make it up with gluttony
We never ruck
We always
Fuck buddy you're my greed
Swimming in my need
Nothing in common
But lust and desire
Something in a woman
A bust I never tire
My must that gets me high
Then you kill my despair
Take the wrath for another
In the absence of a lover
Envy the past
Break the lovefast
Take pride in the ride
Hear the sex girl sigh
Hide and collide
Let the truth lied
Take vain and take glory
Another girl another story
Initiate sex
It’s a 5 word text
As time goes on
I know most your friends
Nothings done sober
Lady luck… 4 leaves my clover
We do the chit chat
We both know where it’s going
It’s the sea in our night and we’re dipping our
toe in
We text touch
Don’t see each other much
But our tastes aligned
And you smell all familiar
As we browse and arouse
Through the minds of our jails
I hear what I want and so do you
Don’t talk about feelings
They have no cards in these dealings
Lady luck... lazy love sloth
Initiate sex
It’s a 5 word text
Initiate sex
Its 5 words who’s next
11 RAIN AND TEARS - Author PoeDes
Soft falls the rain on the leaves
on the tree above my head
Softly the rain drops on my face
mingling with tears running down my cheeks
Are you forever gone asks me my heart
as it beats away in this chest of mine
Gone? ask my hands who touched you tenderly
as I look at them in thought of you
And my body it asks me why is he gone
was it not he who gave you a new beginning
was it not he who freed you from your past
was it not he who gave you compliance
was it not he who made you laugh
was it not he who gave you gratification
was it not he who gave you bliss
did he not also give fulfillment
did he not seduce you to the point
and in compliance you both lay in human
nakedness
was it not he who led you there...
I say to myself you're right my hands
you're right my body and truly I miss him so
He kissed me tenderly I do remember
infact every single moment is bedded in my mind
He loved me so natural and joyful
and all this I see with my eyes closed
My heart it hurts and I dont even know
what brought the silence with which I'm now
surrounded
The weeks behind where just like heaven
with all the love from all the letters that you
wrote
You stopped talking to me for no reason
whatsoever
Like as if I was just a season thats gone by
If only I would know for all this the reason
and if I could I would enchant you with my
charme
I'm tantalized from all your silence
The anguish almost not to bear
If only you could see my eyes now
so true to you they'd never lie
You'd see the love embedded in them
the love I hold alone for you
And if my arms could embrace your body
I'd hold you tight to me forevermore
My hands would show to you my true desire
they would caress you with adore
My subsidence of thoughts lingering with you
the wish to see you ever strong
I feel so save when I am in your presence
want to be there forevermore
My hands will show you what I feel
My eyes will show you all I see
My body will respond to you in equity
It is to me as if we have been moulded
to fit each other in perfection
I know that Jesus hears my prayers
He knows I love you like no other
and noone gave me love like you...
If there's a way that I could turn the clock
back
I'd do it now without any hesitation
For all I know
its you who's touched me deeply
and stays embedded in my mind forevermore...
I look around, down on the ground
The rain and my tears have mingled
have made a tiny rivulet
its running down the mountainbed in your
direction
soon they will reach the river Kent
My vision takes me to the shore there
where we once stood and talked about the rivers
bad neglect
I wish my tears the rain and mountainwater
could mend all that you wish it'd mend
I wish now I could lay my head on to your
shoulder
and you would rock me tenderly
Henceforth and always would I want to please you
and love you truly just like I always have...
12 YOUR LIPS HAVE GONE - Author Matt Joblin
Your lips have gone
And she tastes all wrong
Your hips sang songs
And mind made bongs
You’re scuffed up shoes
That walked the news
Dressed in rags
You were my riches
Slung strung guitar you found my pitches
Now I'm surrounded by dirty bitches
A vagueness I threw caught me out at base 2
Permanence scarred never well faired
Mouth shut up on safe guard
Then it became a charade
Silence turns to strangers
And noise had a chance
Killed her ears with a glance
On the tip of your tongue
Your feeling feared gun
A premature done
But my to do lists not written
This cats still a kitten
13 PASSIONATE ATTRACTION - Author PoeDes
I simply cannot resist your passionate
attraction
I'm afraid it's addictive
I'm afraid it might get out of control
Why do I have this passion for you
It's a great temptatiON
But where is the happiness
That should be surrounding me
The sun that should be shining on me
It could be addictive this passion
Which is unlikely right
Are you someone who's no good for me
Or can I just not see
All the good surrounding me
Am I blind
I want no struggle and heartache
No turmoil and distress
No anxiety nor fear or depression
I want pleasure
Good fortune
A true love
And new zest in life
The time is close
To show me wrong
To show me right
Don't want to be blind
Open for me oh Lord
the hidden pleasure from which I must reap
For I have sown the seed with love
as you will well remember
For you know oh Lord
who I am and what I am
and only you can see
the good in me
So please Lord let me not be blind
14 LAST NIGHTS GIRL - Author Matt Joblin
The girl from last weekend
Was just that...
Girl from last weekend
And yesterdays girl
Was yesterdays girl
But today I run away
With my mind into tomorrow
Make my head bed shy
Don’t wanna catch her eye
It's a dead end street
And it aint gonna last
Alcohol induced
Priorities seduced
She looks back at me
But I was up front
In this place
Off my face
The only thing in charge
Was being charged
And growing stronger
End of the night you've lost your sight
The attention you crave
She’ll see you right
Hanging on to the loss of control
No room for anti climax there's another party
aint there
Don’t let me sober up
Don’t let me sober up
This character would die
His inhibition bitten
Loud and lairy aint much cop
When you're deaf and blind
You kiss her once or twice
To fill the muted room
This acts only good turned up to ten
With an audience who’ll listen
Bodies line the floor
Motionless and raw
You're lonely on your own
So she takes you to bed
It's what you wanted in your head
But the hours have passed
15 INSIDE OUTSIDE - Author PoeDes
Inside the vision of your face
outside the night embracing me
inside my soul
wanting to transform my feelings of loneliness
outside the rain is falling
inside my heart is weeping
for this endless world of destruction
outside the stars are shining
inside I still feel you
outside the wind is blowing
inside love is the child of an endless journey
outside your voice is calling
inside the memory of your face
outside the ocean in motion
inside the reflection of you touching me
outside the drumms are calling
come to me, come to me...
16 ULTRA VIOLET BLINDS - Author Matt Joblin
Stay away from my mind
I'm being real kind
The drugs and drink
Will see you go blind
Outside your safe
You're on the fringe off your face
Comb over the detail and turn up the bass
Fire fly sky emotions run dry
This energy's my energy
I took from the sun
He'll want it back someday
Till then I'm on the run
Sole shy feet
Burnt with the heat
Kamikaze head with fucked up beats
Where the music's the food and the DJ's the
teats
Filter the rays
Give me back the night's days
I've lost more than i came with in this place
The lines are like cracks on a concrete face
Time to think
But nothing to do it with
Prematurely expired
This anti-perspirant perspired
Crane flecked horizons
Mans mighty unkind
But who helped the fishes
When they were one beat behind
17 FROZEN HOT - Author PoeDes
Feel like I'm frozen
Feeling so cold
Come to me with your fire
And melt me ready soft
Give me the warmth I really need
You're so warm, don't let me freeze
Come here and hold me
Let me feel your bodyheat
Melt me to sweet climax
Sparkles in my head flying wild
Everything is orange
Climax sparkles flying wild
Feel like I'm hot
Feeling so hot
Come to me with your water
And bathe me all night
Give me the coolness I really need
You're so cool, cool me down
Blow your sweet breath on my breast
Tell your storm to blow me free
Take me to your kingdom
Waters flowing in my head
Waves are hitting shore
Water crytals cooling me
Everything is blue
Lovepotion flowing through my veins
18 COASTLINE ON YOU - Author Matt Joblin
A beat behind you
In the clouds while your blue
Topographic fuzzed edged out
With a coastline on you
From up here you can see
So give us a clue
The sky don't lie
Just lets the sun break through
Clouded mind
Leave fear behind
It's excess baggage on this flight
And I don't want a carry on
Stand behind your yellow line
Your safe there but you can't feel a thing
Is that what you want?
Final calling
19 THIRST - Author PoeDes
When I'm thirsty
yearning to drink
from your sweat
then I drown
into my thoughts
of you and me
entwined
our bodies
seduced
from each others
kisses
surrendering
to each other
trying to commit
the soul
drinking our sweat
sweet liquid love
on our lips
20 I PUT A SEATBELT ON TOMORROW - Author Matt Joblin
I put a seatbelt on tomorrow
I want to paralyze this space
I’ve got a girl in my face
I combed my hair to one side
She cut me up on the inside
I put a seatbelt on tomorrow
To keep it all together
But safeties not on borrow
And I’m out of lucky heather
Heart feels aren’t cart wheels
She touches her pedals
I’m watching her brake lights
She pulls out of my sights
She’s got cats eyes I never cared for them
And a dog’s leg, a turn I should have taken
Now I’m so low who says it’s so high
Two foot solo navigation guy
Had a shot of happiness blew it all away
Took my eye off the road let it slip away
I tasted the synthetic star in her mind
While at the last head count she left me behind
If silence is golden I want a noisy bronzed
stealth
These un detected feelings are detrimental to
health
Scratch the sky with your dreams of one days
Bleed with your hungry eyes in the suns rays
21 WHEN LOVE COMES AROUND - Author PoeDes
I know when love comes around
I can feel it's touch of sweetness and adore
I am at ease
And from itself it will speak
It brings me laughter
And broadens my confidence
It caresses me
Freely it gives from itself
It hugs the woman in me
I want to dance with it
Through the bright shining moon
On a lonely night
Love's music play's in my ear
A song of surrender and freedom
I inhale love's intoxicant
From cuddly spices drink my fill
I would know when love comes around...
22 SHE'S IQCUTE IN HER DRESS - Author Matt Joblin
Kiss stung lips
Beats move hips
Ruffled up hair
At it like rabbits
Centre stage
Front page
Tunnel vision
Beat precision
A grope a grab
A sherbert dib dab
A squeeze no please; take a chance on a dance
A grind from your mind
Play
Fast forward
Rewind
Fantasy …
A hand to hold
hots hammering cold
Feel a thought…
I want a bit of her arm
Climatic… inhibition harm
A body in time lust does the mime
Flesh and bones is the front man
The backing make rhymes
Phone number clumber
Touch from scratch dumber
The back in my lumber
Spend time getting younger
Drink the dregs of her legs
Only noticed her eyes
One track mind
No alibi
Minds as fit… body fitter
It aint mechanical
Can’t be taught at all
Intellect regress
She's IQcute in her dress
23 WHILST MY HEART BEATS - Author PoeDes
There where the rivers whispering runs
Warmed by your eyes more than the sun
Where your gentle hands are holding mine
We sit and talk and tell us what we love
In the river fishes jump with joy
The birds above sing us their lullaby
Oh, how I'd love to be there now
And even, said we not a word all day
Our souls would understand...
24 SUMMER EYES - Author Matt Joblin
Comprehend the strive
Fragile inside
With actions consequence
Amongst people we hide
Act up control
Discover the roll
Temporary escapes
Super heroes in capes
Habit release
The cost of peace
Colour it up
Give it a voice
Sobriety loss
The toxic boss
Then you freeze frame the game
And condition the pace
A lonely chance
With a locked out glance
Make your mark... Break the dark
Break the dark...Make your mark
Sculpted by masses
Calamity vain
With charged up states of mind
A directional find
Tough perfection
On a route Ill planned
Roughened up distraction
Excitement just got banned
25 WITH THE WIND - Author PoeDes
You exite me
you enwrap me
inveigle
ensnare
drive me
turn me on
caress
with tenderness
you scorn me
let me fall in my abyss
there you catch me
hold me tenderly
sweet words flowing in my ear
tears running down my face
mingling with ocean water
a grateful smile
the wind of the sea taking hold of me
wisdom of the univers encircles
teaches me
dreams flow out on water
endless is this sea
as I stand here by the ocean
feeling near
in my mind our arms stroking
bodies free
eye to eye
face to face
breast to breast
waist to waist
kiss to kiss
laugh to laugh
happiness..."your stepping on my feet
love"...laughter
love unbreakable
Sings like a promise in my head
what would'nt I give...
26 THE CLOUT OF YOUR POUT - Author Matt Joblin
I drive fast cos nothing else excites me
I screw around cos nothing else ignites me
Finding a pocket of dare
With not enough care
And a wallet of change
That stays the same
But you buy your way out
With the clout of your pout
And I’m sold buy your bold
In the shadow of doubt
And in a state of confuse
We start something new
27 YOU - Author PoeDes
You enwrap me like a soft silk blanket
Sleep or wake my mind on you
You are the air I breathe
You are the earth I walk on
You are my dream, yet my reality
Soft waves of sea washing over me
I am a one posessed
To the east
To the south
To the north
To the west
There is a whiff of you
Nowhere I turn nothing;
No, everywhere there's you
You are the ivy creeper
Growing on my house
You grab and hold
Imperishable
You are the gale
Before the flood
Abundant
In the tube station
you are the saxplayer;
though it's someone else
But I don't look
Just listen
Your picture never fades away
Ever clear
My mind enlaced by you
Recollection of every moment with you
You rest cool headed
Your ambition-your destination
Ante all
Yet when you see me your eyes shine with joy
We sink in the sea
We merge
28 HEAVY WITH HATE - Author Matt Joblin
Heavy with hate
Intensities great
Like everything
You’re like nothing
There’s selection
With conviction
I dis like
Cos like dis’d me
Hate destroys unhappiness
No hate… your know loneliness
Animosities fine
Just mute out the whine
Angers alright
It gives you fight
Hostility… Fragility
Hates your Ability
A suspicious mind
Hatred with a side of kind
Change attitudes gear and pull away fast
Cos this heavy state don’t have to last
29 DREAMS - Author PoeDes sent from her LOVER
Let’s dream a while and when we wake
Dance naked till our bodies ache
Sweeter than nectar love we'll make
Then from that pool of passion take
Lets dance entwined in loves embrace
Until the flame of passion breaks
In sweat we slip and slide abreast
Your nipples hard against my chest
Where mouth and fingers soft and wet
Speak words no language knows and yet
The heart does crave so much to feel
For by this union wounds are healed
So let me kiss you till you come
And tell me im the only one
Then let us whisper of desire
Things to light erotic fires
Let me lick you suck you tease
Until your lips urge me to please
For I’ll not stop until we sleep
And leave our dreams in love to keep...
Answer to Dreams - Author PoeDes
Even whilst we dream sweet love we make
So sweet as we have never known
And when we wake our passion
Takes us to a higher ground
In loves embrace we taste our bodies
We are so deliciously arroused
Make love so sweet all wounds forgotten
Let's never stop for all I've got
Is you inside of me right here and now
You slip into my deepest tresure
With passion never known before
So deep and gentle our kiss
We touch our bodies fingers wet
And pleasure known to no one yet
I wrap your body around mine
We dive into a million pleasures
Our hearts are pounding hard
We sweat and drink each others love
And hope we'll never ever part
My nipples hard against your chest
Our union full of tenderness
You wisper gently in my ear
Erotic fires light me up
You tell me of the greatest love
Let me lick you suck you tease
For all you do is please
I'll warm your heart with endless love
Now your lips urge me to please
I touch you gently stroke you wild
And I'll not stop until we sleep...
30 Up Beat Little Boys - Author Matt Joblin
We're still all little boys
Excited by the noise
Of the guitars and the drums
And the pain they numb
Sobriety; Mundaneity
We all fall down
Our tissue, our tissue
In a cardboard town
All the kings’ horses
And all the kings men
Couldn’t bring back
The days of when...
We injected our eyes
With sleepless nights
And syringed our ears
With bright bright lights
But I can smell a rainbow
See a rainbow
Hear a rainbow
Sing along with me
31 FREEDOM - Author PoeDes
Wind blowing
running over
our skin
your hands stroke
me wild
touching
searching
the unknown
your face
in my hands
we kiss
jewels of joy
your eyes
jewels of truth
my eyes
drowning into
our souls
wishes of flesh
tingles
our skin
whispers in
our ears
like the wind
blowing trough
our hair
saying
touch me
kiss me
love me
hold me
forever
my hands
stroke
your legs
feet play
with feet
your hands
stroke
my thighs
breathing
joyful sounds
cheek to cheek
we turn
to face each other
lips to lips
we kiss
we linger
sweet as honey
the taste
on our mouths
can't stop
so much pleasure
passion
beholds
enchants us
till dawn
wispers in
our ears
like the wind
blowing through
our hair
saying
touch me
kiss me
love me
hold me
forever
32 IT'S CALLED GLUE IT'S ABOUT YOU - Author Matt Joblin
We wear the black and white
Radio's not in colour
We fell in love with ourselves
Cos there were no others
We read poetry in bed
Then you lock me in the bathroom
With a constipated thought
You put me on the mind loom
We tried the sex you didn't like it
It left stains on your carpet
We kissed once or twice
Cos that's what couples do
You'd hold my hand when you were scared
And not because you cared
You got me drunk on feeling blue
It was always about you
Now I'm with some girl new
Who's like you...but comes with glue...
To stick me back together
And face the stormy weather
Fantasy mind
Is real unkind
I never got that girl
And she never got me
33 STORM - Author PoeDes
You're my storm
You're like a wild puma
Taking over my whole being
Like a spirit hangimg over me
You do your vodoo to me
Your roots you have implanted in me
I have faith in your being
And have trust in you
You magnetize me
No matter how much I try to be free
You've put your bonds arround me
You've tied me up
Nowhere to flee I'm captivated by you
You do your vodoo to me
You move like a wild cat
you keep your ponder dry
You burst out with strange stories of your life
you make me laugh you make me cry
You do your vodoo to me
The calm before your storm
Can not be trusted
Have to keep my ponder dry
But if I dance I weather your cycles
You spinned your net around me
You're storm is like my wildest dreams
And God is mingling in my depth
He tells me not to let you go
You can what no one has
Disarm me to my very being
But never do I quail
Your storm has made me frail
You do your vodoo to me
You dominate me
With your strength
With your power
With your views
With your intemperance
You've empowered me
For you've let me talk
You let me hold you
Touch you
Kiss you
Make love with you
You do your vodoo to me
34 NO ROOM - Author Matt Joblin
No room 4 a heart
No room 4 a livin
With emotions of leather
And nufin worth givin
I’m a tryer so I tried her
Wish I coulda learned more
Like dominos they're dancing
As they all fall down
With no thought or care
And now nothing to share
35 BOG - Author PoeDes
I want to nestle up against you
I want to smell your sweet hot skin
I wanna curl up in your arms
and rest myself within your soul
so yours can sail in mine
and forevermore desire
never to resist
just always love you
mind lingers on your kiss
drown into your abyss
and bog in your emotions
like you in mine...
consonance of the mind
unity of our bodies
you can explore my haven
for there's endless harmony
when you enter the gate of your heaven
where in concord we move
like you and me...
beholden for the bliss
you come in my abyss
I let you sink I sink
in body and mind
to reveal the deepness
it beholds for you
for you, only you
profundity
36 FRAGRANT TALES - Author Matt Joblin
See illegal eyes
In a lawful head
Hear corrupted ears
By the words they said
Your tastes subjective
In the lives WE live
And a touched up mind
Is a world unkind
But no one can smell…
In a fragrant tale
37 CALLING - Author PoeDes
Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
and I was told to tell you
that heaven's got an open door
And all I do is pray
that all will go your way
I hope you really make it
I hope you hear me right now
cause all i do is pray
that all will go your way
Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
and I was told to tell you
that heaven's got an open door
An angels wings are falling
so that she can be with you
I hope you really make it
I hope you hear me right now
cause all I do is pray
that all will go your way
Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
cause all I do is pray
that all will go your way
I hope you hear me right now
I hope you see me right now
I hope you touch me right now
for all i do is pray for you
I hope you really make it
I see all will go your way...
38 Our Lives – A pint glass full of stories Author Matt Joblin
Our characters don't resemble us so much now
I've got a pint glass full of stories written by
the ale
Polar apart
Incoherent heart
Chameleonised sky’s
Under which we all die
Sacrifice for our guise
Highs built with lies
Concrete a devise
Walk the path wise
Break the traits ties
…
Start living our lives
PoeDes©
April 25, 2011
WHAT MATTERED part five
I still felt a bit odd
a bit out of place
having been home
had been such a grace
now at last though
voyage behind
sentiments shared
hugged and cared
reality grabbed me again
would I fullfil my dream
yes I would give my everything
The noise close about woke me from my thoughts
Oh yes, I had to do this interview
the crowd was intense
I slowly made my way through...
It's what mattered...
PoeDes©
LAYING NEXT TO YOU
You're laying next to me
Can't sleep
Watching you
Intensly I spread my senses
I smell your skin
The sweet fragrance
Arousing me again
Your face at ease
A slight smile of happiness
You grabbed me before you fell asleep
Rested my head in your arm
After long hours of most sensual
Lovemaking
The deep meaning of our tender
Kisses
"Tell me when you come!" you whispered in my ear.
And even in your sleep you don't stir
To let me go
You hold me to be one with you
Intimately embraced
I look down your beloved body
So fitting to mine
As if we were molded
From almost the same cast
One female
One male
Like an intuition
I try to close my eyes
But I can't find sleep
And sleep does not find me
I listen to your heartbeat
Synchron to mine
My desire for you endless
From the window shines the moon
Throwing its nightlight
Like soft silk
A tender silhouette
Over us
I close my eyes again
I wonder what the morning will bring
I feel myself dozing off a little
As you wake and say:
"You never sleep!"
I open my eyes
They smile at yours
As yours at mine
Morning has come
"I love you!"
You're everything
Everything for me
I'm everything
Everything for you
Love is nothing but the truth
Inside of you
Inside of me
Love is deep
Love is everything
PoeDes©
WHAT MATTERED part four
I had come back to the city from the country side
and was sitting under the huge Mango tree in the yard
It was quiet, just the wind playing with the leaves
of the trees the song of birds and grasshoppers
the soft waves of the ocean could be heard
I had not been here too for such a long time
George, Don, Nii Osa, Nii Lantey, Rodney and Blondie
parked their cars and came over to me
We all embraced
"Long time no see!"
We relaxed under the shade of the tree
"Let's have a drink!" said I, and went to fetch
Gin and Whiskey from the house
Let them relax a bit and enjoy the togetherness
They wanted to know how it happened
From me
How he passed
He had been their buddy
I told them tears running down my face
I wiped them quickly
"No worries guys!" I said, smiling at them
remembering how men felt about women crying...
Helpless
I was glad I saw them
I was glad I came
I was glad we embraced
It's what mattered...
PoeDes©
April 24, 2011
WHAT MATTERED part one, two and three
~part one
What mattered were the birds singing in the morning
The breeze moving the curtains solftly
His steady breathing next to me
The first rays of sun gliding over our bare skin
The feel of the night that had passed...
~part two
Yet returning to the place
long abandoned
whithered by time
my thoughts still fresh
the beauty of how it was
embedded forever in my mind
that mattered...
~part three
The corridors where empty now
but in my mind I heard the long gone voices
the women fanning the charcoal fires outside
the -thum thum thum- rhythm pounding Fufu
Asante playing the Djembe
Kwesi playing the fool on his guitar
Business as usual
Ama, Kukwa, Rachel and Mercy doing the Jump Step
clapping their hands to the beat
Little Mary was dancing around in the red dress
with the white dots that I had brought for her
The odour of Killi Willi past my nose
the sweet smell sending me into the
Buzz of everyday life but also into Heaven
the Khebabs were sizzling on the grill
From inside the house came soft sounds of Jazz
I came back to reality looking at the ruin
A Chicken was running through the grass
There was still life here, thought I and smiled
I was glad to have come
I had made sure to come
and have a look at my 'Beginning' again
It's what mattered...
PoeDes©
WHAT IF I HAD WINGS BABE?
If I had wings
I'd start right now
and fly the miles
in the bright moon light
just to hold you tight
till the morning light
Shhh...don't mention it
I know you know what I mean...
PoeDes©
ALIGHT
From heavens view I decend
with the wind I fly
from the heavenly skys
the luster from the moon
and stars sanctuary light up
my ride on a cloud
I alight amid its mist
on earth
to walk toward you
on this planet I do not yet know
I glance upon all that is new
and finally take my first step
I quicken my pace
dont want to be late...
PoeDes©
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