April 29, 2011

THREE FLAVORS



I was on my way to do a graffity
everything now looking really gray
when I'd left home it had all still been gay
...the sky a renaissance painting to me
of greyish brown clouds like from 'Da Vinci'
the rain fall had made the road to a river
and my van was hit by a tidalwave quiver
my ballons flew out the window
forever good bye
into the sky
and as my soul followed
I looked down toward earth
everything tiny from up so high
my route was moving direction sky
the war had just ended
and the last of the troops
being called to their quarters
they must follow orders
in the midst of everything stood

Three flavors

The Good The Bad and The Ugly one
still floating above all
my vision perspective so birdlike
what was in them, those bottles
holding those flavors
to far away for me to see deep inside
Yet the first spitt fire
blue recoil curve ribbon
spreading carbon-particulate matter
certainly no drink that could flatter
The second yet blast a champagne cork at me
what could it be
a 'Veuve Cliquot'
from a harvest to show
ribbon loops green
if you know what I mean
though that could not be real
only a dream
did I see a glimpse of two people
smiling inside the green ribboned bottle 3D
it obviously did not matter to me

Three flavors

The next bow in red
inside a scull of a dead head
all labeled with a price
I could see from up here
My cloud did a dive
from the bottle came nothing
just a very last breath
next to it my spraybottle rest
a dead fly a dead bee
and my last cigarette bud
the current from under
came and pushed up my cloud
I was glad in a way to leave this crowd
The last persons laugh was really loud
it wasn't a laugh
it was more like a shout

HELP

PoeDes©

INTRODUCING JILAEN SHERWOOD



Jilaen Sherwood - A naturally talented artist who has had over 20 years of experience in art & design.

Jilaen works with mixed media art which includes computer graphics, photography & airbrush painting. Jilaen is an Illustrator & graphic designer and uses her technical & design skills to build beautiful websites, CD covers and book jackets.

She has explored various mediums but her real paintings are usually airbrushed acrylic. Her earlier paintings were mostly oil & watercolor and she painted many spacey scenes.

Jilaen has done custom painting on vehicles including motorcycles and sports cars. She paints flames and fantasy scenes on vehicles & signs.

From an early age she was interested in the area of album cover design and her paintings were influenced by the 70's prog rock. Jilaen is now specializing in CD cover art and design for the music industry.

Music - Jilaen was a part owner of a professional recording studio in the 1980's. Her passion for music lead her into the area of sound frequencies and their use in healing. Jilaen now teaches and practices sound healing. Jilaen plays a Korg Radias & Novation Supernova II Synthesizer and also uses Native Instruments software synths. Jilaen records her own music and therapy CD's and also records her own music and composes spacey & metallic sound landscapes..

Television Shows & Lectures - Jilaen has been a guest on many TV Shows over the years and has lectured & given presentations on various subjects including the paranormal and healing. The nost recent TV show was on Cymatics and Sound Healing.

April 28, 2011

EROS AND HIS LOVE AMPHITAMINES Introducing Matt Joblin! A compilation of his and my poetry



Some time when you meet someone in poetry you end up doing a project or you talk about it, but you end up not doing it. We somehow made it...

1 TROUBLE - Author PoeDes

this trouble's only just begun
i try to read what you are thinking
i wish i really knew
how to cast away my doubts
i long for the words you never said
do you really know what I fear
since you were begging me
I believed in every word you said
you wrote so tenderly
before we met how sweet you were
do you really know what I fear
I fear to loose the love I found in you
to fly the universe alone
forevermore
an angel lonely I don't want to be
I long for the words you never said to me...


2 THE GAMES YOU PLAY - Author Matt Joblin

The games you play will wear you out one day
The turn you take stole your heart away
When you’re around you he’s around too

Ohh-blivious peace is a brain dead beast
Ohh-devious tease on the lies you feast

My consequential dream so what are you to me
The drug I take is the bed you make
Your gonna lay in it I wanna nother hit

Feed her with my eyes gastro visual fire flies
Sliding off the fork with gravitating torque
Magnifying now with deaf defying tales

But there aint no passing down
redundant muted sound
As you blink you hit the ground
As you blink you hit the ground


3 THOUGHTS OF BEING ONE - Author PoeDes

Love beget lust
When your lips move to tease my mouth
Your fingers moving softly in my hair
Hands moving down my back
Sending shivers down my neck
You grab my hips
You delve that bit closer
Holding heat in your strong hands
Drawing me close
Our bodies meet so rough yet smooth
You trace my back and cup my breasts
Deliciously arouse my nipples hard
From your sweet kisses
Softly my hands trace down your body
Your chest my nest
We unite in lovers pleasure
Breathing hot against my tongue
The whole world desolves
We are being one


4 YOU DONT HAVE TO UNDERSTAND - Author Matt Joblin

She danced with me till the record kept spinning
Her body asked the questions her ears knew the

answers
A piece of me but she's got the lot
I lost the rest and that’s all I got giving

A selfish guy with a bruised alibi
You don’t have to make sense of it
You don’t have to understand...
Hold my hand...

Grab a spade dig my head out the sand
When you're there I’m there
And when you're not so what
Cos when you're there I’m there



5 Eleven thirty AM - Author PoeDes


Your tangled in my dreams
tangled in my mind
want to be tangled in your arms
kissing you softly...

when we're together
and tangled with each other
in each others arms
lost in time
living the moment
of unendless pleasure

keeping each others treasure
deep down inside
to calm the thirst
when not together
when we're alone
to be tangled in our dreams
staying tangled in our minds

Until we can tangle in each others arms again...


6 THIS AINT A LOVE SONG - Author Matt Joblin

This aint a love song
Cos I cant write like that
And it’s been too long
Living like a sex rat
I lost my mind today
I’ve got an empty space
Now I’m at yesterday
And I’m a head case
Going north along the crave
Lost the marker on my compass
Riding high up on the wave
With the oysters on the night bus
Then I find her in the lost and found
A girl with shoes repelled by the ground


7 SUGAR RAIN - Author PoeDes

Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
touch me
kiss me
lick me
tease
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
stroke me
hold me
rub me
squezze
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like like sugar rain
for when you
whisper
sweet words
in my ear
your voice
soothing
crystal clear
the truth
in it rings thru
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
kiss
you kiss
the night away
till daylight come
you pleasure
me
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
touch
its sweet
shivers
into my brain
softness
and
comfort
my gain
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain
for when you
talk
your voice
so true
to me
and clear
your laughter
happiness
you share
you do nothing but please
Sugar rain falling all over me
You're like sugar rain


8 U WROTE THE BOOK - Author Matt Joblin

U wrote the book
The notes u took
Ribbon bound
Lost and found

Black inside emotion lit
Armoured sugar coated hit
Delay for fear
Confirmed 1st gear

Bound with what was what to be
Mis guided desires on a dead end street
Give it away
Ur so blarsay

Scared by the truth
Scarred by its proof
I wanna … one last time
Know that we’re dead in your eyes rhyme

I wanna be used I wanna use you
Detach feeling kiss you all wrong and call you

Sue ‘n’
Make my coffee a mess and call me John
Then listen to garage in your back room

Smell him on you
Touch your body new
Taste with my ears someone else’s tales
And watch you start sliding off the rails

Hear your lie
Lie next to you
See how you glow
Pretend we don’t know


I wanna pretend this all makes sense

I wanna translate our minds pretence

But most of all

Most of all



9 SEA OF MILK - Author PoeDes

The pale moon shines on us

The room smelling of fresh jasmin

The bed is ready for love

You kneel down beside me

As you kiss my brows

We're both just shy and charming

Kissing mouth to mouth

Gazing in each others eyes

My thighs encircle yours

Carried away by passion

My limbs entwine with yours

Like tendrills of fragrant jasmin creeper

My ankle bracelet rings with pleasure

I draw my limbs together like a bud

Full of desire your sweet words

As you slide into my lotus flower

In gentle rythm we draw taut

In gentle rythm we relax

You grasp my ankles

And fasten them just like a chain

Behind your neck

As we make love

Our hair is soaked with sweat

I coil up like seaweed around your arms

You grasp my tongue between your lips

And dive toward my holy glint

As I drag you down to the bottom of my abyss

You let yourself drown

In the ocean of pleasures

When passion ebbs we rest

Forehead to forehead

Bodies yoked

Not long before

Desire stirs afresh

Clasping each others hands

You grab my waist and pull me close to you

Caressing each other from head to toe

You slide your hands between my thighs

Got me purring like a cuddly cat

Your hands caress my nipples

My hands caressing yours

The flowers dropping from my tousled hair

My giggles turning into gasps

I bend to kiss your tender lips

My nipples pierce your chest

My hips begin to churn

My kiss lingers on your neck

You cup my foot into your palm

And caress your angels limbs

I lean back on the wall

You clinging to my neck

You grip my buttocks with your palms

With sculptors adorn you caress my temple walls

You lock my legs around your waist

I'm sitting in your cradled hands

My arms around your neck

As you sink passionately into me

Embracing me with force

And thus we make love

My seed flows into yours

Your seed flows into mine

We kiss each others secret parts

Our overflowing love temples

I shelter with you

You shelter with me


10 Fuck Buddy - Author Matt Joblin

Fuck buddy you caress my ego
Fuck buddy you care less so here goes
Extravagant dirty and muddy
My beautifully selfish fuck buddy
We lack a lot of clarity
But make it up with gluttony
We never ruck
We always

Fuck buddy you're my greed
Swimming in my need
Nothing in common
But lust and desire
Something in a woman
A bust I never tire
My must that gets me high
Then you kill my despair

Take the wrath for another
In the absence of a lover
Envy the past
Break the lovefast
Take pride in the ride
Hear the sex girl sigh
Hide and collide
Let the truth lied

Take vain and take glory
Another girl another story
Initiate sex
It’s a 5 word text
As time goes on
I know most your friends
Nothings done sober
Lady luck… 4 leaves my clover

We do the chit chat
We both know where it’s going
It’s the sea in our night and we’re dipping our

toe in
We text touch
Don’t see each other much
But our tastes aligned
And you smell all familiar
As we browse and arouse
Through the minds of our jails

I hear what I want and so do you
Don’t talk about feelings
They have no cards in these dealings
Lady luck... lazy love sloth
Initiate sex
It’s a 5 word text
Initiate sex
Its 5 words who’s next


11 RAIN AND TEARS - Author PoeDes

Soft falls the rain on the leaves
on the tree above my head

Softly the rain drops on my face
mingling with tears running down my cheeks

Are you forever gone asks me my heart
as it beats away in this chest of mine

Gone? ask my hands who touched you tenderly
as I look at them in thought of you

And my body it asks me why is he gone
was it not he who gave you a new beginning
was it not he who freed you from your past
was it not he who gave you compliance
was it not he who made you laugh
was it not he who gave you gratification
was it not he who gave you bliss
did he not also give fulfillment
did he not seduce you to the point
and in compliance you both lay in human

nakedness
was it not he who led you there...


I say to myself you're right my hands
you're right my body and truly I miss him so

He kissed me tenderly I do remember
infact every single moment is bedded in my mind

He loved me so natural and joyful
and all this I see with my eyes closed

My heart it hurts and I dont even know
what brought the silence with which I'm now

surrounded

The weeks behind where just like heaven
with all the love from all the letters that you

wrote

You stopped talking to me for no reason

whatsoever
Like as if I was just a season thats gone by

If only I would know for all this the reason
and if I could I would enchant you with my

charme

I'm tantalized from all your silence
The anguish almost not to bear

If only you could see my eyes now
so true to you they'd never lie

You'd see the love embedded in them
the love I hold alone for you

And if my arms could embrace your body
I'd hold you tight to me forevermore

My hands would show to you my true desire
they would caress you with adore

My subsidence of thoughts lingering with you
the wish to see you ever strong

I feel so save when I am in your presence
want to be there forevermore

My hands will show you what I feel
My eyes will show you all I see
My body will respond to you in equity

It is to me as if we have been moulded
to fit each other in perfection

I know that Jesus hears my prayers

He knows I love you like no other
and noone gave me love like you...

If there's a way that I could turn the clock

back
I'd do it now without any hesitation

For all I know
its you who's touched me deeply
and stays embedded in my mind forevermore...

I look around, down on the ground
The rain and my tears have mingled
have made a tiny rivulet
its running down the mountainbed in your

direction
soon they will reach the river Kent

My vision takes me to the shore there
where we once stood and talked about the rivers

bad neglect
I wish my tears the rain and mountainwater
could mend all that you wish it'd mend

I wish now I could lay my head on to your

shoulder
and you would rock me tenderly

Henceforth and always would I want to please you
and love you truly just like I always have...



12 YOUR LIPS HAVE GONE - Author Matt Joblin

Your lips have gone
And she tastes all wrong
Your hips sang songs
And mind made bongs

You’re scuffed up shoes
That walked the news
Dressed in rags
You were my riches

Slung strung guitar you found my pitches
Now I'm surrounded by dirty bitches
A vagueness I threw caught me out at base 2
Permanence scarred never well faired

Mouth shut up on safe guard
Then it became a charade
Silence turns to strangers
And noise had a chance
Killed her ears with a glance

On the tip of your tongue
Your feeling feared gun
A premature done
But my to do lists not written
This cats still a kitten


13 PASSIONATE ATTRACTION - Author PoeDes

I simply cannot resist your passionate

attraction
I'm afraid it's addictive
I'm afraid it might get out of control
Why do I have this passion for you
It's a great temptatiON
But where is the happiness
That should be surrounding me
The sun that should be shining on me
It could be addictive this passion
Which is unlikely right
Are you someone who's no good for me
Or can I just not see
All the good surrounding me
Am I blind

I want no struggle and heartache
No turmoil and distress
No anxiety nor fear or depression

I want pleasure
Good fortune
A true love
And new zest in life

The time is close
To show me wrong
To show me right
Don't want to be blind

Open for me oh Lord
the hidden pleasure from which I must reap
For I have sown the seed with love
as you will well remember
For you know oh Lord
who I am and what I am
and only you can see
the good in me

So please Lord let me not be blind


14 LAST NIGHTS GIRL - Author Matt Joblin

The girl from last weekend
Was just that...
Girl from last weekend
And yesterdays girl
Was yesterdays girl

But today I run away
With my mind into tomorrow
Make my head bed shy
Don’t wanna catch her eye

It's a dead end street
And it aint gonna last
Alcohol induced
Priorities seduced

She looks back at me
But I was up front
In this place
Off my face

The only thing in charge
Was being charged
And growing stronger
End of the night you've lost your sight

The attention you crave
She’ll see you right
Hanging on to the loss of control
No room for anti climax there's another party

aint there

Don’t let me sober up
Don’t let me sober up

This character would die
His inhibition bitten
Loud and lairy aint much cop
When you're deaf and blind

You kiss her once or twice
To fill the muted room
This acts only good turned up to ten
With an audience who’ll listen

Bodies line the floor
Motionless and raw
You're lonely on your own
So she takes you to bed

It's what you wanted in your head
But the hours have passed


15 INSIDE OUTSIDE - Author PoeDes

Inside the vision of your face

outside the night embracing me

inside my soul

wanting to transform my feelings of loneliness

outside the rain is falling

inside my heart is weeping

for this endless world of destruction

outside the stars are shining

inside I still feel you

outside the wind is blowing

inside love is the child of an endless journey

outside your voice is calling

inside the memory of your face

outside the ocean in motion

inside the reflection of you touching me

outside the drumms are calling

come to me, come to me...


16 ULTRA VIOLET BLINDS - Author Matt Joblin

Stay away from my mind

I'm being real kind

The drugs and drink

Will see you go blind



Outside your safe

You're on the fringe off your face

Comb over the detail and turn up the bass

Fire fly sky emotions run dry



This energy's my energy

I took from the sun

He'll want it back someday

Till then I'm on the run



Sole shy feet

Burnt with the heat

Kamikaze head with fucked up beats

Where the music's the food and the DJ's the

teats


Filter the rays

Give me back the night's days

I've lost more than i came with in this place

The lines are like cracks on a concrete face


Time to think

But nothing to do it with

Prematurely expired

This anti-perspirant perspired


Crane flecked horizons

Mans mighty unkind

But who helped the fishes

When they were one beat behind



17 FROZEN HOT - Author PoeDes

Feel like I'm frozen
Feeling so cold
Come to me with your fire
And melt me ready soft
Give me the warmth I really need
You're so warm, don't let me freeze
Come here and hold me
Let me feel your bodyheat
Melt me to sweet climax
Sparkles in my head flying wild
Everything is orange
Climax sparkles flying wild

Feel like I'm hot
Feeling so hot
Come to me with your water
And bathe me all night
Give me the coolness I really need
You're so cool, cool me down
Blow your sweet breath on my breast
Tell your storm to blow me free
Take me to your kingdom
Waters flowing in my head
Waves are hitting shore
Water crytals cooling me
Everything is blue
Lovepotion flowing through my veins



18 COASTLINE ON YOU - Author Matt Joblin

A beat behind you

In the clouds while your blue

Topographic fuzzed edged out

With a coastline on you


From up here you can see

So give us a clue

The sky don't lie

Just lets the sun break through


Clouded mind

Leave fear behind

It's excess baggage on this flight

And I don't want a carry on


Stand behind your yellow line

Your safe there but you can't feel a thing

Is that what you want?

Final calling




19 THIRST - Author PoeDes

When I'm thirsty
yearning to drink
from your sweat
then I drown
into my thoughts
of you and me
entwined
our bodies
seduced
from each others
kisses
surrendering
to each other
trying to commit
the soul
drinking our sweat
sweet liquid love
on our lips


20 I PUT A SEATBELT ON TOMORROW - Author Matt Joblin

I put a seatbelt on tomorrow

I want to paralyze this space
I’ve got a girl in my face
I combed my hair to one side
She cut me up on the inside

I put a seatbelt on tomorrow
To keep it all together
But safeties not on borrow
And I’m out of lucky heather

Heart feels aren’t cart wheels
She touches her pedals
I’m watching her brake lights
She pulls out of my sights

She’s got cats eyes I never cared for them
And a dog’s leg, a turn I should have taken
Now I’m so low who says it’s so high
Two foot solo navigation guy

Had a shot of happiness blew it all away
Took my eye off the road let it slip away
I tasted the synthetic star in her mind
While at the last head count she left me behind

If silence is golden I want a noisy bronzed
stealth
These un detected feelings are detrimental to
health
Scratch the sky with your dreams of one days
Bleed with your hungry eyes in the suns rays


21 WHEN LOVE COMES AROUND - Author PoeDes

I know when love comes around
I can feel it's touch of sweetness and adore
I am at ease
And from itself it will speak

It brings me laughter
And broadens my confidence
It caresses me
Freely it gives from itself

It hugs the woman in me
I want to dance with it
Through the bright shining moon
On a lonely night

Love's music play's in my ear
A song of surrender and freedom
I inhale love's intoxicant
From cuddly spices drink my fill

I would know when love comes around...


22 SHE'S IQCUTE IN HER DRESS - Author Matt Joblin

Kiss stung lips
Beats move hips
Ruffled up hair
At it like rabbits

Centre stage
Front page
Tunnel vision
Beat precision

A grope a grab
A sherbert dib dab
A squeeze no please; take a chance on a dance
A grind from your mind
Play
Fast forward
Rewind

Fantasy …

A hand to hold
hots hammering cold
Feel a thought…
I want a bit of her arm
Climatic… inhibition harm

A body in time lust does the mime
Flesh and bones is the front man
The backing make rhymes

Phone number clumber
Touch from scratch dumber
The back in my lumber
Spend time getting younger

Drink the dregs of her legs
Only noticed her eyes
One track mind
No alibi

Minds as fit… body fitter
It aint mechanical
Can’t be taught at all
Intellect regress
She's IQcute in her dress


23 WHILST MY HEART BEATS - Author PoeDes

There where the rivers whispering runs

Warmed by your eyes more than the sun

Where your gentle hands are holding mine

We sit and talk and tell us what we love

In the river fishes jump with joy

The birds above sing us their lullaby

Oh, how I'd love to be there now

And even, said we not a word all day

Our souls would understand...


24 SUMMER EYES - Author Matt Joblin

Comprehend the strive

Fragile inside

With actions consequence

Amongst people we hide

Act up control

Discover the roll

Temporary escapes

Super heroes in capes

Habit release

The cost of peace

Colour it up

Give it a voice

Sobriety loss

The toxic boss

Then you freeze frame the game

And condition the pace

A lonely chance

With a locked out glance

Make your mark... Break the dark

Break the dark...Make your mark

Sculpted by masses

Calamity vain

With charged up states of mind

A directional find

Tough perfection

On a route Ill planned

Roughened up distraction

Excitement just got banned


25 WITH THE WIND - Author PoeDes

You exite me
you enwrap me
inveigle
ensnare
drive me
turn me on
caress
with tenderness
you scorn me
let me fall in my abyss
there you catch me
hold me tenderly
sweet words flowing in my ear
tears running down my face
mingling with ocean water
a grateful smile
the wind of the sea taking hold of me
wisdom of the univers encircles
teaches me
dreams flow out on water
endless is this sea
as I stand here by the ocean
feeling near
in my mind our arms stroking
bodies free
eye to eye
face to face
breast to breast
waist to waist
kiss to kiss
laugh to laugh
happiness..."your stepping on my feet

love"...laughter
love unbreakable

Sings like a promise in my head
what would'nt I give...


26 THE CLOUT OF YOUR POUT - Author Matt Joblin

I drive fast cos nothing else excites me
I screw around cos nothing else ignites me
Finding a pocket of dare
With not enough care
And a wallet of change
That stays the same

But you buy your way out
With the clout of your pout
And I’m sold buy your bold
In the shadow of doubt
And in a state of confuse
We start something new


27 YOU - Author PoeDes

You enwrap me like a soft silk blanket
Sleep or wake my mind on you
You are the air I breathe
You are the earth I walk on
You are my dream, yet my reality

Soft waves of sea washing over me
I am a one posessed
To the east
To the south
To the north
To the west
There is a whiff of you
Nowhere I turn nothing;
No, everywhere there's you

You are the ivy creeper
Growing on my house
You grab and hold
Imperishable

You are the gale
Before the flood
Abundant

In the tube station
you are the saxplayer;
though it's someone else
But I don't look
Just listen

Your picture never fades away
Ever clear
My mind enlaced by you
Recollection of every moment with you

You rest cool headed
Your ambition-your destination
Ante all

Yet when you see me your eyes shine with joy

We sink in the sea
We merge


28 HEAVY WITH HATE - Author Matt Joblin

Heavy with hate
Intensities great
Like everything
You’re like nothing

There’s selection
With conviction
I dis like
Cos like dis’d me

Hate destroys unhappiness
No hate… your know loneliness
Animosities fine
Just mute out the whine

Angers alright
It gives you fight
Hostility… Fragility
Hates your Ability

A suspicious mind
Hatred with a side of kind
Change attitudes gear and pull away fast
Cos this heavy state don’t have to last



29 DREAMS - Author PoeDes sent from her LOVER

Let’s dream a while and when we wake

Dance naked till our bodies ache

Sweeter than nectar love we'll make

Then from that pool of passion take

Lets dance entwined in loves embrace

Until the flame of passion breaks

In sweat we slip and slide abreast

Your nipples hard against my chest

Where mouth and fingers soft and wet

Speak words no language knows and yet

The heart does crave so much to feel

For by this union wounds are healed

So let me kiss you till you come

And tell me im the only one

Then let us whisper of desire

Things to light erotic fires

Let me lick you suck you tease

Until your lips urge me to please

For I’ll not stop until we sleep

And leave our dreams in love to keep...


Answer to Dreams - Author PoeDes

Even whilst we dream sweet love we make

So sweet as we have never known

And when we wake our passion

Takes us to a higher ground

In loves embrace we taste our bodies

We are so deliciously arroused

Make love so sweet all wounds forgotten

Let's never stop for all I've got

Is you inside of me right here and now

You slip into my deepest tresure

With passion never known before

So deep and gentle our kiss

We touch our bodies fingers wet

And pleasure known to no one yet

I wrap your body around mine

We dive into a million pleasures

Our hearts are pounding hard

We sweat and drink each others love

And hope we'll never ever part

My nipples hard against your chest

Our union full of tenderness

You wisper gently in my ear

Erotic fires light me up

You tell me of the greatest love


Let me lick you suck you tease

For all you do is please

I'll warm your heart with endless love

Now your lips urge me to please

I touch you gently stroke you wild

And I'll not stop until we sleep...


30 Up Beat Little Boys - Author Matt Joblin

We're still all little boys
Excited by the noise
Of the guitars and the drums
And the pain they numb

Sobriety; Mundaneity
We all fall down
Our tissue, our tissue
In a cardboard town

All the kings’ horses
And all the kings men
Couldn’t bring back
The days of when...

We injected our eyes
With sleepless nights
And syringed our ears
With bright bright lights

But I can smell a rainbow
See a rainbow
Hear a rainbow
Sing along with me


31 FREEDOM - Author PoeDes

Wind blowing
running over
our skin
your hands stroke
me wild
touching
searching
the unknown
your face
in my hands
we kiss
jewels of joy
your eyes
jewels of truth
my eyes
drowning into
our souls
wishes of flesh
tingles
our skin
whispers in
our ears
like the wind
blowing trough
our hair
saying
touch me
kiss me
love me
hold me
forever
my hands
stroke
your legs
feet play
with feet
your hands
stroke
my thighs
breathing
joyful sounds
cheek to cheek
we turn
to face each other
lips to lips
we kiss
we linger
sweet as honey
the taste
on our mouths
can't stop
so much pleasure
passion
beholds
enchants us
till dawn
wispers in
our ears
like the wind
blowing through
our hair
saying
touch me
kiss me
love me
hold me
forever


32 IT'S CALLED GLUE IT'S ABOUT YOU - Author Matt Joblin

We wear the black and white

Radio's not in colour

We fell in love with ourselves

Cos there were no others



We read poetry in bed

Then you lock me in the bathroom

With a constipated thought

You put me on the mind loom



We tried the sex you didn't like it

It left stains on your carpet

We kissed once or twice

Cos that's what couples do



You'd hold my hand when you were scared

And not because you cared

You got me drunk on feeling blue

It was always about you



Now I'm with some girl new

Who's like you...but comes with glue...

To stick me back together

And face the stormy weather



Fantasy mind

Is real unkind

I never got that girl

And she never got me


33 STORM - Author PoeDes

You're my storm
You're like a wild puma
Taking over my whole being
Like a spirit hangimg over me

You do your vodoo to me

Your roots you have implanted in me
I have faith in your being
And have trust in you
You magnetize me

No matter how much I try to be free
You've put your bonds arround me
You've tied me up
Nowhere to flee I'm captivated by you

You do your vodoo to me

You move like a wild cat
you keep your ponder dry
You burst out with strange stories of your life
you make me laugh you make me cry

You do your vodoo to me

The calm before your storm
Can not be trusted
Have to keep my ponder dry
But if I dance I weather your cycles

You spinned your net around me
You're storm is like my wildest dreams
And God is mingling in my depth
He tells me not to let you go

You can what no one has
Disarm me to my very being
But never do I quail
Your storm has made me frail

You do your vodoo to me

You dominate me
With your strength
With your power
With your views
With your intemperance

You've empowered me
For you've let me talk
You let me hold you
Touch you
Kiss you
Make love with you

You do your vodoo to me


34 NO ROOM - Author Matt Joblin

No room 4 a heart
No room 4 a livin
With emotions of leather
And nufin worth givin

I’m a tryer so I tried her
Wish I coulda learned more

Like dominos they're dancing
As they all fall down
With no thought or care
And now nothing to share


35 BOG - Author PoeDes

I want to nestle up against you
I want to smell your sweet hot skin
I wanna curl up in your arms
and rest myself within your soul
so yours can sail in mine

and forevermore desire
never to resist
just always love you
mind lingers on your kiss
drown into your abyss
and bog in your emotions

like you in mine...

consonance of the mind
unity of our bodies
you can explore my haven
for there's endless harmony
when you enter the gate of your heaven
where in concord we move

like you and me...

beholden for the bliss
you come in my abyss
I let you sink I sink
in body and mind
to reveal the deepness
it beholds for you

for you, only you

profundity


36 FRAGRANT TALES - Author Matt Joblin

See illegal eyes
In a lawful head

Hear corrupted ears
By the words they said

Your tastes subjective
In the lives WE live

And a touched up mind
Is a world unkind

But no one can smell…
In a fragrant tale


37 CALLING - Author PoeDes

Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
and I was told to tell you
that heaven's got an open door

And all I do is pray
that all will go your way
I hope you really make it
I hope you hear me right now
cause all i do is pray
that all will go your way

Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
and I was told to tell you
that heaven's got an open door

An angels wings are falling
so that she can be with you
I hope you really make it
I hope you hear me right now
cause all I do is pray
that all will go your way

Wherever you are right now
maybe you're just not ready
I know this is your calling
cause all I do is pray
that all will go your way

I hope you hear me right now
I hope you see me right now
I hope you touch me right now
for all i do is pray for you
I hope you really make it
I see all will go your way...


38 Our Lives – A pint glass full of stories Author Matt Joblin

Our characters don't resemble us so much now
I've got a pint glass full of stories written by

the ale
Polar apart
Incoherent heart
Chameleonised sky’s
Under which we all die
Sacrifice for our guise
Highs built with lies
Concrete a devise
Walk the path wise
Break the traits ties

Start living our lives



PoeDes©

April 25, 2011

WHAT MATTERED part five



I still felt a bit odd
a bit out of place
having been home
had been such a grace
now at last though
voyage behind
sentiments shared
hugged and cared
reality grabbed me again
would I fullfil my dream
yes I would give my everything

The noise close about woke me from my thoughts
Oh yes, I had to do this interview
the crowd was intense
I slowly made my way through...

It's what mattered...

PoeDes©

LAYING NEXT TO YOU



You're laying next to me



Can't sleep



Watching you



Intensly I spread my senses



I smell your skin



The sweet fragrance



Arousing me again



Your face at ease



A slight smile of happiness



You grabbed me before you fell asleep



Rested my head in your arm



After long hours of most sensual



Lovemaking



The deep meaning of our tender



Kisses



"Tell me when you come!" you whispered in my ear.



And even in your sleep you don't stir



To let me go



You hold me to be one with you



Intimately embraced



I look down your beloved body



So fitting to mine



As if we were molded



From almost the same cast



One female



One male



Like an intuition



I try to close my eyes



But I can't find sleep



And sleep does not find me



I listen to your heartbeat



Synchron to mine



My desire for you endless



From the window shines the moon



Throwing its nightlight



Like soft silk



A tender silhouette



Over us



I close my eyes again



I wonder what the morning will bring



I feel myself dozing off a little



As you wake and say:



"You never sleep!"



I open my eyes



They smile at yours



As yours at mine



Morning has come



"I love you!"



You're everything



Everything for me



I'm everything



Everything for you



Love is nothing but the truth



Inside of you



Inside of me



Love is deep



Love is everything



PoeDes©

WHAT MATTERED part four



I had come back to the city from the country side

and was sitting under the huge Mango tree in the yard

It was quiet, just the wind playing with the leaves

of the trees the song of birds and grasshoppers

the soft waves of the ocean could be heard

I had not been here too for such a long time



George, Don, Nii Osa, Nii Lantey, Rodney and Blondie

parked their cars and came over to me

We all embraced

"Long time no see!"

We relaxed under the shade of the tree

"Let's have a drink!" said I, and went to fetch

Gin and Whiskey from the house

Let them relax a bit and enjoy the togetherness

They wanted to know how it happened



From me



How he passed

He had been their buddy

I told them tears running down my face

I wiped them quickly

"No worries guys!" I said, smiling at them

remembering how men felt about women crying...



Helpless



I was glad I saw them

I was glad I came

I was glad we embraced


It's what mattered...

PoeDes©

April 24, 2011

WHAT MATTERED part one, two and three



~part one

What mattered were the birds singing in the morning

The breeze moving the curtains solftly

His steady breathing next to me

The first rays of sun gliding over our bare skin

The feel of the night that had passed...

~part two

Yet returning to the place

long abandoned

whithered by time

my thoughts still fresh

the beauty of how it was

embedded forever in my mind

that mattered...

~part three

The corridors where empty now

but in my mind I heard the long gone voices

the women fanning the charcoal fires outside

the -thum thum thum- rhythm pounding Fufu

Asante playing the Djembe

Kwesi playing the fool on his guitar

Business as usual

Ama, Kukwa, Rachel and Mercy doing the Jump Step

clapping their hands to the beat

Little Mary was dancing around in the red dress

with the white dots that I had brought for her

The odour of Killi Willi past my nose

the sweet smell sending me into the

Buzz of everyday life but also into Heaven

the Khebabs were sizzling on the grill

From inside the house came soft sounds of Jazz

I came back to reality looking at the ruin

A Chicken was running through the grass

There was still life here, thought I and smiled

I was glad to have come

I had made sure to come

and have a look at my 'Beginning' again


It's what mattered...

PoeDes©

WHAT IF I HAD WINGS BABE?



If I had wings

I'd start right now

and fly the miles

in the bright moon light

just to hold you tight

till the morning light

Shhh...don't mention it

I know you know what I mean...

PoeDes©

ALIGHT



From heavens view I decend

with the wind I fly

from the heavenly skys

the luster from the moon

and stars sanctuary light up

my ride on a cloud

I alight amid its mist

on earth

to walk toward you

on this planet I do not yet know

I glance upon all that is new

and finally take my first step

I quicken my pace

dont want to be late...

PoeDes©