February 05, 2011

RED



I've had these discussions
were does my mind take me to
I am a white girl
do I have color problems
cause I grew up elsewhere
where everyone's black
I never even saw that I had a different color
It's just that people told me so
I was told I am white
so I cant know the sufferings a black man do
Was told the white man took the slaves away
I said "sure nothing new"!
sometimes I get angry
cause something tells me that
it was still the black brothers
who sold their own brothers just for a little dough
not saying white man did not use force and persuasion
bribe and gifts
it all makes me sad, makes cry
an act of greed an act of power
what
what was it all for
and then the missionaries spread all over
and brainwashed the tribes
oh man it does make me cry
where are we at when we say we're all equal
what's being done about it
by now
racism still persists, still exists
maybe I just gave a little
to make it change for the better
yet I know even though
I put children in this world
I wanted it to be a better place
and they're not my color, but I dont see that
yet I forgot about those who still think different
who say white is pure...
but is it really so?
My ancestors are Polish and German to my best knowledge
So tell me brothers and sisters
is that not mixed?
It is!
but I'm white
I 'd dye myself tomorrow just to show my true color
I made a cocktail myself
with the help of my man
called 'Cafe au lait'
it came about from genes that
are African and Polish and English and German
Do they know what they are
it saddens my heart
it lets the tears roll down my face
Cause in the end we're all
people of the Planet
as far as I am concerned
and no matter what race what color what creed
we have to remember
it only needs a woman and a man
to breed
It only needs a knife to cut us
and bleed

RED!


PoeDes©

February 04, 2011

BETWEEN WOLF AND DOG or BETWEEN NIGHT AND DAY



I awake
bright the light
shining on me

I dreamt
I recall
of a wondrous place
rub my eyes
still in a daze
I search my mind
where had I been
in my dream
Blood surges through my veins
everything I see
is red

I search my bed
throw off the linen
nothing
nothing to give me the slightest clue

I search my mind
again
the light is bright
the sun is shining
inside my head
all's turned yellow

I begin to relax
begin to mellow
and slowly I recall
the woman with the
PENDULUM
she was there
there
somewhere
in my dream
I see she laid out Tarot
for me to see

During the hours of the wolf

I asked about you
really wanted to know
if you loved me

It took her some time
I could feel that she searched her mind
trying hard to connect to find you

Finally
She drew a card
I could not wait
I wanted to hear
What would it tell this card
Of life and love

During  the hours of the wolf

She said...

"Beware
this time of constant battle
movement and change
persevere
for you're
strong for this challenge
there's change and conflict
but I truly see
you are the winner in the end
with fate and destiny
I see
good fortune
so evident here
but be aware my child
there are obstacles here
but they will make you wise
and make you strong
peace and harmony
will be restored
don't be afraid of action
struggle and heartache will now soon be gone
and you shall be rewarded
for the magician is an omen for success
and you are blessed
on lovers lane
you shall win the game
the man of your heart
will bring you joy and pleasure!"

"I must be off!" she said to me
"The hours of the dog are near!"

I slept with clutched pillow in my arms
feeling waves of everlasting love

And now I know
what dream it was
of you and me together for eternity

I drew my curtains back
I heard my dog
bark

a new day was born...

PoeDes©

TRAIL



Trail by poedes Published on 02/08/2009 Edit


I walk the trail
Many walked before me
What do I see
That other's did not see
The leaves are falling all around
Falling to the ground
And even though they fall in silence
I hear their echo in my ears
"It's fall!" they cry and in despair.
"Winter will be here!"
The trees will stand there
Oh so barren
And we, we will just fade away
Wind and weather will make
us disappear
But in the spring
The burgeons will wake
And bring new life
and trees will bloom again
Life reborn

I walk the trail
The leaves still with me
I hear their whispers in my ears
"And you, you lovely, what is it that brings you here?"
I think and smile
"A lonely walk to clear my thoughts
To free my mind
Yet crystal clear it is to me
That your spirit is always near
No matter what I try and do
I'll always be in love with you!"

I whisper to the leaves and walk on...


I give you a call


"I'm out here on the trail,
the trail you showed to me in spring!"
Come join me, I know it's just your thing!
The leaves are calling
The leaves are falling
They're whispering into my ears
That you should come and wipe my tears
That you should hold me in your arms
Forever we should be just one
And walk the trail of love together
The trail that can not be undone."

"Amore, amore, amore forever more amore."
I whisper to the leaves...
"Amore, amore, amore..." some birds are singing

My trail last Fall

PoeDes©

WHEN JUSTICE COMES ALONG



When Justice comes along by poedes Published on 06/04/2010 Edit


I screamed out loud
I called your name
I cried my tears
You played your game
You let me burn

You wouldn't say
you warned me not
no no you did
I do admit

I screamed out loud
and called your name
I smiled at you
and played your game
you hate to lose

you wouldn't say
you warned me not
It's only one soul that I've got
my heart still full of love for you

why can't you see that I am true
you said that's what you're looking for
but you just want to be so cruel
cause someone played you for the fool

and in a way I was your tool
and many more not only me
fill your account
and you live free
you've no regrets about your ways
about your style
and rough ideas
but you will know one day for sure
how pain can feel
when Justice comes along

PoeDes©

DEAMON'S IN YOUR CLOSET

love is all I have to give
love is all I have to live
you are painting your mind
with the deamons in your closet
live begins to cheat you
friends around to beat you
dont let tears linger on inside

fight

let me show you the nearest signpost
to get your life back on the road
why dont you let me know
let me know you
let me near you
let me hold you
let me see what's hurting you
love is all I have to give
love is all I have to live
I can chase away the deamons
that are hiding in your closet
and life will stop to cheat you
no more friends around to beat you
no tears that linger on inside
I'll help you chase the clouds away

win

when you let me know you
when you let me near you
when you let me hold you
when I see what's hurting you
just sign your name on my heart
become a part of what I am
love is all I have to give
love is all I have to live




its bloody marvelous...

PoeDes©

February 02, 2011

Green Grass

I feel free and freedom
I see like and likeness
I hear sound and music
I invision words on paper
I listen to words being said
I want my brushes painting pictures
I fell in love loving you


I close my eyes and see all that's happening to me

Mankind in turmoils just like the weather
Mercury's presence adding its pepper
Be glad when it's spring again

You are so near but yet so far
You are so dear but yet so hard
You are a man that's what you are
You are reflected in my heart
You are like you're all I want
You are a gentle wave in me
You give me strenght for all I like
You are the love I so much strive


I close my eyes and see all that's happening to me

Running hand in hand with you
Falling into grass
Mars and Venus trying to unite
Be glad when the grass is high next summer...

PoeDes©

DONT DRIFT AWAY







Do you remember the day's
When we were young
When we were free
When we had fun

When we went to the beach
You played your guitar
As you sang your song
I danced along

The sand was soft
In our frenzy
We made love
Oblivious to world around us

We were young so innocent young

We had dreams to make real
Yet the real world at stake
If we would make them come true
What would we do
What would they change
Me and you?

We were young so innocent young

Don't drift away my love
I need you here tomorrow
I know you have no time to borrow
But wait wait
It's the season for love

Where are the cocotrees
Where is the palmwine
All gone and past
Never again to find
The past is a shadow
The future is void

Yet I sit and retrospect
Abandon the pain
The pain of my road
Let yesterday become my shadow
It's not yet tomorrow
Tomorrow is void

I heard shooting
And ran to my Balkony
Why are these men
Causing such agony
No such thing as reason
No season for war

Brothers fight Brothers
Fathers fight Fathers
What is it that haunts you
Put your weapons aside
The infant is left crying alone
The parents are gone
Shot dead in the process of war
Oh Brothers and Fathers
Think of your children
The generations to come
I know your heart beats
The same place as mine
No such thing as a reason for war
No season in sight

Don't drift away my love
I need you here tomorrow
I know you have no time to borrow
But wait wait
It's the season for love

As I lay in bed
In human nakedness
I feel a shadow above me
I wake and see
There's a strange man bending over me

I collect all my power
I push him away
Down the stairs
Out the door
Shut door
Turn key
What the hell happend to me

I check on my kids
They're fine
Fast asleep
I sit down and weep
The past is my shadow
The future is void
It's the moment that counts
The moment of life

Don't drift away my love
I need you here tomorrow
I know you have no time to borrow
But wait wait
It's the season for love
   
I packed all my things
Away away to the USA
The reason was valid
The season was right
Stepping in to tomorrow's void

125th Street Harlem
New York City
I walked with a friend
People calling me Patty
I did not know why
I asked my friend to clarify

The era of Patricia Hearst

When I met Death he just came along
He knocked at my door
Did not want to let him in
He pushed me aside
And did what he had to
Nothing I could do
For all there is reason
For all a season
My tomorrow is void

Grandma said why did he do that
He should have took me instead
I'm old and must go
Instead he takes the young
She shook her head
As sadness came
For all there is reason
For all a season

Don't drift away my love
I need you here tomorrow
I know you have no time to borrow
But wait wait
It's the season for love

I once met a liar
Said he'd publish my poetry
But I saw through his lies
He offerd me drugs
Said that was the pay
I said no way
You'll need money to pay
Put him in observatory
This ferocious man
He was full of treason
He just wanted to lay me
Disgust in my eye
He had no reason
All wrong was the season

Death knocked on my door
About a dozen times
Each time I felt pain in my heart
A pain that stays to remind
But each of the souls
That have gone to part
Lay in my shadow behind
The bodies are gone
Yet their souls remain
In my shadow of yesterday
My tomorrow a void

Don't drift away my love
I need you here tomorrow
I know you have no time to borrow
But wait wait
It's the season for love

I couldn't move
Lest open my eyes
The hands where strangling
My neck so tight
I thought that Death was now upon me
Yet someone shouted
And I became free
There was no reason
The season all wrong

Yet now I am strong
Stronger than ever
I would have thought
I would not grow better
I carry my heart
My soul holds me tight
Yesterday is my shadow
Today is my light
Tomorrow is void

Don't drift away my love
I need you here tomorrow
I know you have no time to borrow
But wait wait
It's the season for love


PoeDes©

GODDESS



Proud I stand
Mother earth
Gave me birth
Without me
No child
No breath
Only death

Haste to the fountain of water
Gaia will give you what's meant for me
Water my roots
I must drink must drink

When Chaos and Eros
Were firstly born
Their children came
with much adorn
They brought Phusis
So the leaves grow green
And the flowers red

with all their joy

Erebus came
The son of darkness
For peace and quiet
For sleep at night

With all their joy

They gave us Aether
Cause lead us the light

With all their joy

Thalassa came
She came with the sea
And the water we need

With all their joy

Yet Hemera arrives
With the day
Wake with your heart in the morning
You will know about life's story

With all their joy

And they will give birth to Nyx
As he comes
When he does in the night
Surounded by darkness and Stars

With all their joy

Then came Anake
She brought the compulsion
To work thy way
Through the shadows of time

With all their joy

As Chronos was born
He brought the time
The time we need before we die

With all their joy
They gave us those

When Gaia was born
She gave birth to all
that came henceforth

As I stand so tall
Here today
And represent life
to this present day

Cyclones and thunder
Will not make me go under
I am part of Gaia
My mother
My earth

Hold your breath
Take a look
Was I not here
You'd have no breath to hold
You'd have no air to breathe
You simply would not exist
A void
Into abyss
Antrum
And nothing less

Haste to the fountain of water
Gaia will give you what's meant for me
water my roots
I must drink must drink

Capture the moment
Breathe in my body
Breathe in the scent of my bark
I stand in light
I stand in darkness
Incarnation of the goddess
Fertility

PoeDes©