February 19, 2011

BLIND




I saw you

Though they said

"He's dead!"

I saw you

"How can you, you've never met!"

They said

I saw you

In my endless dream

I saw you

It was a neverending stream

I saw you

With flowers in your hand instead

Down the road me lead

I saw you

When you put me to bed

I saw you

Took me to holy matrimony

I saw you

Gave me wifehood ceremony

I saw you

When you touched me soft

I saw you

Gave me so much love

I saw you

Cherrished your tender touch

I saw you

Your voice imbedded in my mind

I saw you

effortlessly you gave me all your heart

I saw you

Don't even know if I was worthy all of you

I saw you

Please forgive me

I have been blind

PoeDes©

February 17, 2011

FATHOMLESS HER MYSTERY



want to feel you touch you
want to smell your sweet hot skin
my mind lingers on our harmony
want to curl up in your arms
and rest myself within your soul
so yours can sail in mine

like on a neverending river

and forevermore desire
never to resist
just always love you
mind lingers on our kiss
fall deep, seduced
drown into your abyss
and bog in your emotions

like you in mine...

consonance of the mind
unity of our bodies sexuality
you can explore my haven
for there's endless harmony
when you enter the gate of your heaven
where in concord we move
with sensuality

like you and me...

beholden for the bliss
you come in my abyss
I let you sink, I sink
in body and mind we become one
to reveal the deepness
it beholds for you, for me
for you, only you, only me

profundity

PoeDes©

February 15, 2011

TIME



Just let the times flow
That's the way it goes
You can't change it anyway
Whatever is to stay
Will stay just anyway

Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow

You might find it hard to take
But it's the way life plays
Never regret whatever comes your way
Be enhanced by life and live with it

Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow

PoeDes©

February 14, 2011

WHILST MY HEART BEATS




There where the rivers whispering runs

Warmed by your eyes more than the sun

Where your gentle hands are holding mine

We sit and talk and tell us what we love

In the river fishes jump with joy

The birds above sing us their lullaby

Oh, how I'd love to be there now

And even, said we not a word all day

Our souls would understand...

PoeDes©

February 13, 2011

WHEN LOVE COMES AROUND



I know when love comes around

I can feel it's touch of sweetness and adore

I am at ease

And from itself it will speak



It brings me laughter

And broadens my confidence

It caresses me

Freely it gives from itself



It hugs the woman in me

I want to dance with it

Through the bright shining moon

On a lonely night



Love's music play's in my ear

A song of surrender and freedom

I inhale love's intoxicant

From cuddly spices drink my fill



I would know when love comes around...



PoeDes©

SOFT FALLS THE RAIN



















Soft falls the rain on to the leaves

On the tree above my head



Softly the rain drops on my face

Mingling with tears running down my cheeks



Are you forever gone asks me my heart

As it beats away in this chest of mine



Gone?

Ask my hands who touched you tenderly

As I look at them in thought of you



And my body it asks me why is he gone

Was it not he who gave you a new beginning

Was it not he who freed you from your past

Was it not he who gave you compliance

Was it not he who made you laugh

Was it not he who gave you gratification

Was it not he who gave you bliss

Did he not also give fulfillment

Did he not seduce you to the point

And in compliance you both lay in human nakedness

Was it not he who led you there...



I say to myself you're right my hands

You're right my body and truly I miss him so



He kissed me tenderly I do remember

Infact every single moment is bedded in my mind



He loved me so natural and joyful

And all this I see with my eyes closed



My heart it hurts and I dont even know

What brought the silence with which I'm now surrounded



The weeks behind where just like heaven

With all the love from all the letters that you wrote



You stopped talking to me for no reason whatsoever

Like as if I was just a season thats gone by



If only I would know for all this the reason

And if I could I would enchant you with my charme



I'm tantalized from all your silence

The anguish almost not to bear



If only you could see my eyes now

So true to you they'd never lie



You'd see the love embedded in them

The love I hold alone for you



And if my arms could embrace your body

I'd hold you tight to me forevermore



My hands would show to you my true desire

They would caress you with adore



My subsidence of thoughts lingering with you

The wish to see you ever strong



I feel so save when I am in your presence

Want to be there forevermore



My hands will show you what I feel

My eyes will show you all I see

My body will respond to you in equity



It is to me as if we have been moulded

To fit each other in perfection



I know that Jesus hears my prayers



He knows I love you like no other

And noone gave me love like you...



If there's a way that I could turn the clock back

I'd do it now without any hesitation



For all I know

It's you who's touched me deeply

And stays embedded in my mind forevermore...



I look around, down on the ground

The rain and my tears have mingled

Have made a tiny rivulet

It's running down the mountainbed in your direction

Soon they will reach the river Medway



My vision takes me to the shore there

Where we once stood and talked about the rivers bad neglect

I wish my tears the rain and mountainwater

Could mend all that you wish it'd mend



I wish now I could lay my head on to your shoulder

And you would rock me tenderly



Henceforth and always would I want to please you

And love you truly just like I always have



Don't want to be a season just gone by


Soft falls the rain on to the leaves

On the tree above my head



Softly the rain drops on my face

Mingling with tears running down my cheeks



Are you forever gone asks me my heart

As it beats away in this chest of mine



Gone?

Ask my hands who touched you tenderly

As I look at them in thought of you



And my body it asks me why is he gone

Was it not he who gave you a new beginning

Was it not he who freed you from your past

Was it not he who gave you compliance

Was it not he who made you laugh

Was it not he who gave you gratification

Was it not he who gave you bliss

Did he not also give fulfillment

Did he not seduce you to the point

And in compliance you both lay in human nakedness

Was it not he who led you there...



I say to myself you're right my hands

You're right my body and truly I miss him so



He kissed me tenderly I do remember

Infact every single moment is bedded in my mind



He loved me so natural and joyful

And all this I see with my eyes closed



My heart it hurts and I dont even know

What brought the silence with which I'm now surrounded



The weeks behind where just like heaven

With all the love from all the letters that you wrote



You stopped talking to me for no reason whatsoever

Like as if I was just a season thats gone by



If only I would know for all this the reason

And if I could I would enchant you with my charme



I'm tantalized from all your silence

The anguish almost not to bear



If only you could see my eyes now

So true to you they'd never lie



You'd see the love embedded in them

The love I hold alone for you



And if my arms could embrace your body

I'd hold you tight to me forevermore



My hands would show to you my true desire

They would caress you with adore



My subsidence of thoughts lingering with you

The wish to see you ever strong



I feel so save when I am in your presence

Want to be there forevermore



My hands will show you what I feel

My eyes will show you all I see

My body will respond to you in equity



It is to me as if we have been moulded

To fit each other in perfection



I know that Jesus hears my prayers



He knows I love you like no other

And noone gave me love like you...



If there's a way that I could turn the clock back

I'd do it now without any hesitation



For all I know

It's you who's touched me deeply

And stays embedded in my mind forevermore...



I look around, down on the ground

The rain and my tears have mingled

Have made a tiny rivulet

It's running down the mountainbed in your direction

Soon they will reach the river Medway



My vision takes me to the shore there

Where we once stood and talked about the rivers bad neglect

I wish my tears the rain and mountainwater

Could mend all that you wish it'd mend



I wish now I could lay my head on to your shoulder

And you would rock me tenderly



Henceforth and always would I want to please you

And love you truly just like I always have



Don't want to be a season just gone by

PoeDes©

THE KEEPER



You reside in the deepness of my heart

You are turmoil yet peace

You are love yet hate

You are great yet failure

You are genius yet idiot

You play and let suffer


You are the Keeper of my soul

You kiss me yet curse me

You make love to me yet hurt me

You speak the truth yet you lie to me

You play yet declare war against me

You shout yet you are silent

You are gentle yet brutal


How in the World is it possible

To be so controversy

To be an Angel

Yet also a Devil


Questions running through my head

Sitting on my bed

Why

Why me

Why her...why them

Why

Yet no answer to my question


You

You held me close to you

You made me believe in you

You tried to put me where you wanted me to be

Yet I was to curious

For your silence was loud

You made me dig and find


Women are your Agenda

You bewitch them

Then send them of to coventry

Spread your negativity

Call them when you feel like fantasy

Though, are they not of flesh and blood like you?



You preach the Bible

Yet follow not the word

But turn it into your own story

For you don't pray what you preach


You believe in nothing and no one

Yet you believe you are forgiven every Sin,

And believe the Keeper keeps no books

Yet for all your Sins you will have to pass through Purgatory

Before you will be let into Heaven

For everything you do comes back to you


The only things that suggest fear to you

You have lived through in the past

Yet you do not know what the future holds

Only the Keeper knows


Yet in this turmoil of my thoughts

Not knowing where to go

Not knowing where to rest my head

Not knowing where to shed my tears

Not knowing who to tell my fears

Just knowing I can pray for you to change



I still love you

PoeDes©