I DREAMED OF YOU LAST NIGHT (loveletters)

My love,

I dreamed of you last night, like you're always on my mind.

Morning come, I wake whispering the words "I love you", just so softly as if I

whisper in your ear.

I want coffee, breakfast, wish it was for you as well as me. I lay the table

for two, just for you and me darling. I feel like giggling with you, holding

you, touching you, have a dialogue with you. Plan the day, as we used to do.

My head is full of love today, here I go dreaming away.

And though you're not here you've aroused me sexually, sensual in my mind.

I go back to bed want my dream back for a bit.

I touch me, like it’s your hand’s caressing me. Our kisses in my mind. I stroke

my skin. I touch foot to foot, make believe in my mind one is yours rubbing

gently over me, I tickle you with the other one.

I dream my daydream of every move, every touch of you and me.

I make love to myself with you in my head, kissing me.

I carress my pubes just like you do, I play and when I sink further in my dream

I come, lay in my bed relaxed. Only you can do this to me, even in my own play.

Have you ever seen...


I miss you darling x


PoeDes©

EVERY DROP (romantic sureal short story)

Every drop of the blood of my hearts misery,
I catch in the cauldron of my palms.
I whisper sweet words of love, and persuasion
my heart needs to stop to bleed.
I want to turn the drops of blood
into liquid love.
Cure the pain, cure the tears.
I mingle the drops with my magical spell,
and watch the brew in my palms turn into an amber liquid.
Holding this liquid I go to my garden
The bees come and sprinkle it with freshest nectar,
from the enchanting sunflowers.
A butterfly sets to rest on my shoulder,
and the birds sing a song of redemption.
So it sounds to my ears.
I go to where I have spread your ashes,
and slowly pour the amber liquid where you lay.
I feel my heart begins to smile, begins to warm,
and again I am able to see clear.
To see that truly you loved me, yet you had to go,
leave me, but not to bleed in eternity.
Now that the amber liquid is drunk up by your soil,
I feel new strength flowing through me.
I feel you thank me for this liquid love,
moistening the earth you lay on.
So you mingle and rest in peace.
A piece of my garden.

Every drop of my heart.


PoeDes©

ONCE AGAIN

The night had passed

Once again

We had shared kisses

Warm and sweet

Making love

We were one

Once again

We cuddled and caressed

Each other

All night

When we relaxed

We started all over

Arroused again

We coupled

Into a burning flame

We came

We became one

Once again

Now in the early morning hours

You drove me to catch my train

In my mind still arroused

From the night

I felt swept of my feet

We kissed good bye

When we got to the station

See you soon

Came synchron from our lips

Our voices soft like magic

I'm walking to the ticket counter

Still in a daze

When I left the car you had yelled

"I want more!"

But I had to go

I was at customs now

I felt weird

Forgot to take of my watch

The detector rang

A security officer came to check

Blood shooting in to my face

I had no bra on

Gosh

She looked at me and smiled

I knew she could see that

I came from a love night

My cheeks still burning up

My eyes still dazed

It felt weird when she searched me

I held my breath

Finally the train

Thank god

Now I could relax and dream

Of the night

That had just passed me by

No no

That I passed trough

My night with you

It would remain in my memory

Complete compliance

Once again

PoeDes©

HERE I STAND

Here I stand in the beating rain
Storm like monsoon
My hair soaked
My dress clinging to my body
I wipe the rain of my face

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

I can’t decide, it’s hard to say
Where I came from I had everything
Then something died, deep inside
And the road became hard to climb
It’s like a fog, still in my mind
Yet now I feel, I have arrived at a turning point

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

I want to fill my heart with dreams
The dreams I carried along with me
They’ve been with me a long, long time
Stashed away here in my mind
Yet now it’s time to see them through
So where will I go, what will I choose?

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

What is my goal, I ask myself!
I know it’s love I want to give
Yet I know just how best to do
This thing in a poetic show
So I write words that cross my mind
To show you all my heart inside

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

I do aspire me to be a poetess
Who loves to see, and break the seen
Down into words, with ink that flows
I want to dedicate this day these words
To Brother Marlon Red Poet Ewing
‘Cause what we did is, go right through
Something together…GOAL!

If I go left, will I arrive where I want to be?
If I go right, will I aspire to my goal?

Now I will chose which way to go
And since it’s not for politics
Just a route I take, I chose the right
So that I aspire to my might
A wordsmith of a different kind
PoeDes Poetess
With words longlived

If I go right I can’t go wrong!


Inspired by Marlon Red Poet Ewing with his work 'Gravity'

PoeDes©

GLITTER

Life isn't here for you to be bitter
Go right out
Go get some glitter

Put on your shoes
Some cool clothes to wear
Go hit the dancefloor
With a smile on your face
Let rythm be you
And you be rythm
Let them go to hell
With their capitalism

The taxes are high
The wallets so tight
This is the capitalism fight
And whilst all the politics are going on
They seem to know not the right from wrong
Obnoxious is the word for what's going on
You say to yourself lets forget it all
Life is to short to worry my soul

Cause life isn't here for me to be bitter
I'll go get some glitter
My dress is sexy
My heels are high
I'm ready to go
Perhaps even for a guy
A smile on my face
I walk down the road
To my favorite club of course

I let rhythm be me
And I become rhythm
My heart starts to glitter
And my soul rocks along
Whilst I'm dancing to my favorite song

And the wise guys can crack heads
On Wall Street I guess
But me I'm am having my very own 'Fest'


PoeDes©

A ZODIAC TALE

Running down hill in the forest
Slip, fall, rise, move on
The hunters behind
Game unkind
What brought me here
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
Running up now
Pursuing them
They hunt us when they can
But today I promise it’s the last of them
Those hunting men
When mother earth comes calling
She tells me stories
Of peace and freedom
All species be
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
Mother earth is calling me
She says that peace must be
We must unite be free
Drown with me in this fairy tale
Of mystic mystery and astrology
Of long gone days and Unicorns
Long before even man was born
Mother earth is calling me
I run uphill stumble, hold still
Move on pursuing the evil men
I will appoint the wind to blow
Up mountaintop wind sings its song of peace
Though mighty loud with force of hurricane
Unheard nor seen by man
Except for those up Everest
But hunters I shall hunt you down
Put down your weapons
For there is no crown to say
That you are worth more than me
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
And I shall drive you to those winds
Where you shall swirl in hurricanes
To your abyss
No weapons
Today we kiss
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
No wars
No weapons
Remember who we are
One species
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
Hear, hear, hear
Mother Earth
Check what it means to be
To see free
Plunge in to the universe
Find your sign
It will show what it means
To be
Aquarius
Pieces
Aries
Taurus
Cancer
Gemini
Leo
Virgo
Libra
Scorpio
Sagittarius
Capricorn

Find the meaning behind your sign
Unite us all in peace
For all time

In this mystic magical tale
Of mother earth
And planetary birth
Yesterday
I was woman
Today
I am the Capricorn
The completion of the signs
The 12th
The circle
Mother earth was calling me
To show the way
All species be free
peace

PoeDes©

ONLY IN MY DREAM

In my dream, when stars shine on a full moon night.
I shed my robe and dance for you by the sea where the waves hit the shore.
In the morn we see the sun rise and the gulls fly high. We stand and embrace, write words of love in the sand with our toes, laugh and feel free.
Come embrace me evermore you're the 'maitre' I adore…

You hypnotize me
Visit my every dream
Thoughts become real
I hear you speak sweet words of love
Yet it’s just a dream
When you slip into my brain
I slip away into yesterday
Wanting every moment to revive
Relive every scene
In this ever occuring dream
The contour of your face in my hands
Your questioning this gesture
Seems to me
Like no one ever cupped your face
Leaving their trace of touch
A feeling that never leaves again
For it's a touch of love
For when you dream
When you have that dream of me
My hands touching thee
You pressing your body on mine
Holding me tight
Tighter than anyone ever
Held me
I hold on to you
Become one with you
Every bone the same
We are a shape molded to fit
Like a sculpture you made
Of you and me
I see you and I hear you
As you call me
You speak to me in my dream
You speak me into trance
I slide away into my subconscious
Every time waves hit shore
Why am I the shore you seek
For in every dream
You are still touching me
Yet it’s only a dream
To drift away from reality
You call my love lust at times
Yet would I not love you
Would it be based merely on lust
For its only from loves roots
That I can feel lust for you
Trust my love
Let this dream become real again
Or let me have the power to disengage
Be free
When you hypnotize
You have me tranquilized
Make me powerless to move
But rest in my dream
I can’t erase what has been
But all I want is to get out of this endless dream
And be real
Walk on the beach, hold your hand
Feel it in mine, not just in the dream
And write love in the sand with our toes
In reality

PoeDes©