December 10, 2010

TEARS IN MY EYES




Sometime when I look back
when I look at pictures
on my shelf
tears  run  down my face
for there are so many memories
that never fade from my mind

Now there are only the pictures
no one to touch
though
with all the memories embedded in my mind
I can still feel the touch
of each one I loved
I love

I know the love will never leave
as it has once been
its still clearly here
it has found a place safe
in my heart
in my soul
where all I love sails in freedom

I shall save the love
for you
for me
for everyone
the love that was
the love that comes
no one can come running by and grab it away
from me
its mine to give to you

And even though
one says that love can hurt
I say love cannot hurt
love is a beautiful feeling
sometime its just being there
sharing with others
with a mutual understanding
and caring
about the utter harmony
that lays within
Love

Love is all about sharing
love gives the answer to the question
why am I here
and what do I have to be here for
I am here because of love
and it has been passed down to me by the ancestors

Even love between lovers
cannot hurt
the hurt is only something you self-inflict
because of a loss you cannot bear
but you have to live with it
yet you can drink from the memories
of the moments of love
for even if its not there to touch
it will always touch you

and the tears that run down my face
are not tears of hurt
they are tears of loving memory

I catch them in the cauldron of my hands
I look at them
they sparkle in the light like tiny stars
and in my mind
I make a brew of love for you

tears I wouldn't want to miss them in my eyes
from time to time
because they make me feel alive.

PoeDes©

A Tryst with Self...: Whenever You Come

A Tryst with Self...: Whenever You Come

October 31, 2010

A Tryst with Self...: Potato Chips

A Tryst with Self...: Potato Chips: "I wonder, when and why You buried me in thy soil of lie, Let me spring with joy Ploughed my spirits with trifles of coy Seeded me wit..."

June 26, 2010

Anything can happen

I heard shooting

shouting

ran out on my balcony

my son on my hand

my daughter on my arm

what was happening

what was going on

my  brother shouted

get down get down

watch out for stray bullets

what was going on

a war?

a government overthrow?

so it was

the military forces had taken over

crying women

screaming children

men afraid to say the wrong things

No water

No electricity

No food

All no good

nothing changed

queues for food

cries of hunger

Military torture

many off to the mortuary

Politicians

even friends

shot dead

what a dread

20th century

Exodus

who ever could fled

went away to a foreign land

to try

to live again

a new beginning with nothing

Homesick

trouble was

Home was sick

wondering even now

after 28 years

how many people suffered this

who live in exile still today

I presume it will always be hard to say

and still today

some people suffer these same things

somehow somewhere

on this planet

and if I could and would be mighty

I'd spread the word of love

so father hear me you great God

let them hear the word of love you have

let them see that killing is so wrong to be

put down all weapons

Let it be...

PEACE ON EARTH

LÜMI



Drawing by Lümi Todd, a very talented young woman.

Crossroad




I'm at a crossroad
confused

I have no answers
nor could my soul find solutions

I feel the heat of truthful approach
rising from my sincere desire
to share for life, build friendship and love

I fan from within me the embers of passions flame
The love, the love I feel for him
dream of how it would be together
all dreams, all fantasies and yet the thought...

I feel the sting of emotions
like a poisoned arrow
shoot through my innocent heart
I cry to gather my broken spirit

My heart burns yet I choose to laugh
I will laugh for my love
I will laugh for the decency of my heart
and tomorrow will be as bright as it should

I rest pure and sincere
honesty brighter than celestial stars
I need to pass this twilight zone
still my heart is filled with romantic folly
as I succumb to his every wish

He is my soul-mate
my love for him truer than I say
I bow in grace to him

I will walk through the desert
to find a fountain with water
to cool me from this temptation
of wanting to be with him

but not even that can calm me down
only he can brighten my route
I feel the bitterness of love
but he came to sweeten my youth

I know what honour is
and his achievements must be honoured
bless him with pure adoration

And my laughter is stronger than
a thunderous Amen...

June 23, 2010

My Soul is drowning



Here I sit
On my bed
Stark naked
Only my blanket
Giving me warmth
Whereas it is you
I want
To give me warmth
To kiss my tears
Away
Though they are invisible
To the naked eye
My tears
Yet my soul is drowning
In them

It went to far
And now you don't know why
And now you don't know how
And now I don't know why
And now I don't know how

We seemed soul mates
We were one
Now the birds don't sing anymore
The fish have drowned
The wind Is still
The ocean not in motion
The leaves don't move
All is like a stand still

With the wish
To turn back the time
With you...

PoeDes©