CROSSROADS

I'm at a crossroad
confused
I have no answers
nor could my soul find solutions

I feel the heat of truthful approach
rising from my sincere desire
to share for life, build friendship and love

I fan from within me the embers of passions flame
The love, the love I feel for him
dream of how it would be had I his kids
all dreams, all fantasies and yet the thought...

I feel the sting of emotions
like a poisoned arrow
shoot through my innocent heart
I cry to gather my broken spirit

My heart burns yet I choose to laugh
I will laugh for my love
I will laugh for the decency of my heart
and tomorrow will be as bright as it should

I rest pure and sincere
honesty brighter than celestial stars
I need to pass this twilight zone
still my heart is filled with romantic folly
as I succumb to his every wish

He is my soulmate
my love for him truer than I say
I bow in grace to him

I will walk through the desert
to find a fountain with water
to cool me from this temptation
of wanting to be with him

but not even that can calm me down
only he can brighten my route
I feel the bitterness of love
but he came to sweeten my youth

I know what honor is
and his acheivements must NOT be honored
bless him NOT with pure adoration
Unfortunate EVIL beholds his soul

I tried to make him pure
to save his soul
yet the day has not come
where he can look into his fools eye

and my laughter is stronger than
a thunderous Amen...

PoeDes©