BREAKING DOWN IS EASY

The blood drained into my fingertips
And the mistakes crept in
All night I sat
Thought
Wrote
Love
What was Love
You can't touch Love
But Love touches you
You can't find Love
But Love finds you

Breaking down is easy

My fingertips were numb by now
My head felt heavy
My eyes wanted sleep
But I could not take my mind of Love
Why was Love so difficult to explain
Why was Love such joy
Yet Love could hurt
Could it really
No I said to myself
Love could not hurt
It was presumption
You could be hurt
By the one you loved
But Love could not hurt

Yet breaking down is easy

All the Loves that passed
Through my life
They had all gone
Now
Those forever
But
I
Still live those Loves
They were awake
In my mind
Where they would linger forever
All that I lived through
I wanted to keep
But keep just
Beautiful moments
I knew I had this capability

Yet breaking down is easy

Lost
I turned a page
Continued writing
The book I so wanted to finish
Another Lovestory?
Just that?
No I wanted it to be more
Much more than that
I wanted to feel you
Touch you again
So that the thoughts would be clearer
Again
I wanted to see you smile at me
Your eyes sprinkling with laughter
But you had gone
I wanted to find you again
Yet you can't find Love
Love can only find you

Breaking down is easy

PoeDes©